Jesse

I am soooo fucked up!!!

My life is seriously stressed right now.

I noe i can handle the pressure

I just cannot handle the accumulating homework that rises faster than a balloon filled with helium!!!

Honestly, does the teachers have some kind of problem that they have to GIVE us homework almost everyday???

What ever happen to finish it in class???

I honestly just realized something, my blog is very mundane like jamie's and it's also as long as the friggin model essays by ramona!!!

No offense, she is a great teacher but the model essays given are just way too long for my wrist endurance.

Oh yeah, Myspace jesse has a boyfriend

His name is Dan.

I would like to tell my friends and everyone else that

I am NOT JEALOUS!!

I am happy for him, and not jealous.

Rachel, Aaron, Alexis, Samantha, Anna, Lawrence, Ekin, Mika, Alana, Jenascia, Rebecca and other pals.

PLEASE DON"T SYMPATHIZE ME

I got 5 hot chicks to be with what else can i say???

Although i am officially a bisexual, i still prefer girls more!

Come on!

You see my reaction towards the guy matches and girl matches in the WWE

Once i see girls, i light up

The guys are okay, only jeff hardy, kenny dykstra, DX, RVD, Hacksaw and Chris Masters got me standing.

Now jesse having a boyfriend never was a problem to me.

My matters are more worse than that.

Thanks to my mom, who wrecked the car (thanks mom)

My dad decided to do the worst thing he could do to a materialistic, egoistic, shopaholic and trendsetter/fashion stylist.

Budgeting my CNY CLOTHES!!!!

Ladies and gentlemen, please take a moment of silence in respect to the clothes that will never make it to my extravagant wardrobe.

Because of the matter mentioned, i am officially hating 2007 for now.

Man, graduating is never coming without a fight

Guess that's why they call it a series finale for this stage of my life.

I AM LEFT WITH ONLY 200 FREAKING BUCKS AND FORCED TO BUDGET!!!!!!!

Excuse me, clothes look good on me, it should not end up on the bodies of Eric Chong, Adam Chong or Thung Senk Siang.

The clothes that i look sooooo sexy on are either black or out of price range or out of style.

I cried silently in my bed for days.

No black because of CNY

My grandma said that when my daddy is small, they always wear cheap and out of style clothes, saying that at least we have clothes on our backs.

Nobody laughs at them, so why so difficult.

That's to people who have never met Thomas, Bianca's boyfriend.

Gosh he always mock me, at least i kicked his ass.

he is my rival.

Man, when i said that i am going to wear pink on cny because red doesn't look good on me.

My dad says, you look like and aqua.

I say real men wear pink

the shirt saids that too

and so does everybody in the mall

I truimphed but fell for another hot biege shirt, that looked so good on my converse shirt that i MUST have!

My hell has just intensified and

its only january

God, give me a break.

I am tired

I am suffering Someone help me.

Sammy, Anna, Lawrence and Lucy too.

We are all suffering

I can only hope for the best reward in the end.

But its still a long way to go.

Boy, i miss me.

Would somebody save me?
My life sucks, literally.
I have soooo many homework to do!
In fact, its too much that i don't even have time to MSN!!!!!!!!!
I am a certified MSN addict and I NEED TO CHAT!!!!!!
As if my life doesn't suck enough, my laptop has to go completely retarded!!!
Some letters on the keyboard are not functioning well.
I type but the words don't appear on the screen.
I HAVE TO COPY AND PASTE THE LETTERS!!!!!
What the fuck is the computer's problem?
If u noe how to fix this, pls tell me.
I am using my dad's laptop FYI.

Let me review u my list of homework that i have to do:
1. Add math project, due monday or was it friday?
2. Math, due next week.
3. Add math homework, due before March
4. Chemistry, report and summary
5. English, oral script
6. Malay, TWO EXTREMELY LONG MODEL ESSAYS!, due next week
7. Biology, about 20 experiment reports, due after two weeks.
Not only that, I have to get a friggin cow heart to disect.

Apart from my doodies at the torture chamber/ zoo captivity for teenagers, SMK Sungai Maong.
Also known as my school.
I have to plan a surprise party for someone special.
Not telling who, its a surprise.
Of course, I can't cancel

Not only that, my heart needs company, that's why i need MSN
because i don't have a webcam
because i don't have the software to upgrade the crap i call my laptop.

So here is my miss list and why.
Jesse
My MSN pal
You sweetness and sensitivity
Not to mention how caring you are is making me missing our intimate chats more and more each day
I hope that we can chat soon, c ya
Charles
I love your personality
The 'chats' we had has its own meaning and depth!
You are nice guy to talk to and your opinions are inspirations.
I hope that we can talk soon.
Jenascia
Girl, you are for fun than the Ps2 at home
You are the sweetest girl that any guy could have.
The chats that we had are very fun.
Ivanna
You are carefree, happy and very very fun.
I miss you very much
Plus, the way you call me Paris
Besides, i wish that we can hangout sometime.
Amanda
Amanda Banana, oops that's for Anna
Your personality always shines in my eyes
That is sooo cool cha noe
You are a nice girl and don't change
Hope to see you soon.
Darleen
Hope that you and Andre are having fun
Make sure he doesn't slurp okay
Men who slurp are pigs and should be dumped as trash
I wonder that will you be like me
Changing girls fater than changing cell phones.
Are like Rachel, changing boys faster than than underwear,lol.
Rachel
Our chat's are sooo naughty
Its ALWAYS about SEX
We always had fun, with the jokes and stuff.
Aaron
Best for last and its my best friend!
We had soooo muchfun, talking, gossiping and blahdy blahding
Chat soon.
F.Y.I. i haven't chatted with hem for days and i already miss them
LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!

I wish i was me
The very energetic and fun me
The Mickie James me
I am gonna buy new years revolution
Its funny though, only Anna and I LOVE wrestling
I miss wrestling
I miss RAW, Smackdown and ECW
I miss being happy and fun
I miss not thinking about school or suicide or cutting myself
I miss being me
God help me, i think i am turning to the emo clone of Jamie Ding

My life sucks
God! with homework, tuition and more homework, life is just hectic!
sometimes i wish i can skip 17 and be 18 so that i can be free and happy and energetic again.
My theme song is Lithium by evanescence.
Its the comfort of sorrow and the possibility of happiness.
My emo meter is rising.
I hope i don't cut my wrist like jamie.
or maybe even slit my throat.
10 months in hell!
Lawrence asked me a question during our usual monthly sleepover at each other's houses
That night was at Anna's house.
So anyway he asked me this
"Would you rather spend 10 months in SPM or locked in the elimination chamber for five minutes and being chokeslamed by kane,F-Ued by john ena, RKOed by randy orton, pedigreed by triple H and tombstoned by the undertaker."
I chose the latter
I mean ain't it obvious, we rather suffer physically than go potentialy psycho.
For example, number bases.
It drove me completely nuts!!!!!
Mr.Thien was grinning like K-Fed defeating John Cena
I was soooooo damn confused!

Anyway, Lucy says that i am too sweet and nice to other people and mus hate some people
Actually, i hate lots of people.
Here's my hate list
1. China
2. KL
3. thung senk siang
4. eric
5. ah bengs
6. those teen golfers at KGS think that they are sooo cool with their clubs, checked pants and collared shirts and ugly golf shoes.
7. mean or boring teachers
8. tyrannical principals
9. bush
10. osama bin laden
11. patriotic ppl
12. fireworks
13. heat and humid places
14. ryan
15. darren
16. flukes
17. Sexelettes
18. Conservatives
19. Badawi and the racist corrupted government
20. ketchup on hotdogs
21. geeks
22. annoying ppl
23. damai lagoon
24. uncivilised village idiots
25. steven seagal
26. my dad
27. soccer freaks
28. F1 freaks
29. basketball
30. Kevin Federline
31. posers
32. Kurt Angle
33. bugs
34. lousy cartoons
35. chinese music
36. chinese male artist (drag queens and posers)
37. ppl who eat endangered animals
38. hunters
39. monkeys
40. ripoffs
see i do have hate in me.