Sigh to the Broken Heart

Take a breath
Let it out
Let you vocals hiss the sound

Feel your head
Feel  it clear out
Calm yourself down
Let the feeling flow

It could be a sign of relief
It could be a sign of defeat
A possible indication of regret
And sometimes there is nothing to do, but

Sigh
Let it all out
Let it relax you right now
And sigh
Let it wash all over you
Let your breath release the tension inside you

Cause there is nothing that I can do
I know that I love you
But now that is all over
There is nothing I can do but sigh

The moments were bliss
The kisses that I would miss
Now that its all over
Oh what I wouldn't give

Its been a fun ride
Its been a great time
Girl, we been through thick and thin
Now you say its over, I can only

Sigh

Let it all out

Let it relax you right now

And sigh

Let it wash all over you

Let your breath release the tension inside you

Cause there is nothing that I can do 

I know that I love you

But now that is all over

There is nothing I can do but sigh

I feel it course to my veins

Girl I felt the pain

Why did you have to break my heart 

Let all these crazy thoughts inside my head

Where did I go wrong

Why am I not good enough for you

What I can never give

That wanna make you sever our ties

I am angry at you

Disappointed in you

For making me the shell of the man

I used to be

You killed my heart

Shut down my brain

Forming tears in my eyes

But there is way too much to process, so I

Sigh

Let it all out

Let it relax you right now

And sigh

Let it wash all over you

Let your breath release the tension inside you

Cause there is nothing that I can do 

I know that I love you

But now that is all over

There is nothing I can do but sigh

Sigh

Let it all out

Let it relax you right now

And sigh

Let it wash all over you

Let your breath release the tension inside you

Cause there is nothing that I can do 

I know that I love you

But now that is all over

There is nothing I can do but sigh

You are not my everything

You are not my everything
You are not my everything
You are not my everything
You are not my everything

Don't think that I would always depend on you
Don't think that I would always be with you
I am not always going to be at your side
I have my own life
And I do what I want oh...

Cause you think that you can control me
Making me following you around
Dictate my actions
Predict my thoughts
Boy, I can surely tell you that you so wrong

You are not my everything oh oh

Here's the story
Boy meets girl
Girl falls in love with boy
Boy loves girl way too much
Becomes extremely possessive

He's always worrying when she will cheat on him
He's always wondering when will it be over
He is scared that when she's gone
He will have nothing to live for

So he puts her on a leash
Treats her like his little bitch
Makes sure that she follows her around
Never leaving out of his sight, but

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

Don't think that I would always depend on you

Don't think that I would always be with you

I am not always going to be at your side

I have my own life

And I do what I want oh... 

Cause you think that you can control me

Making me following you around

Dictate my actions

Predict my thoughts

Boy, I can surely tell you that you so wrong

You are not my everything oh oh

She couldn't say anything

She loves him way too much

She follows him around

Not knowing man don't know how to treat a lady

But the signs are popping up around

When he starts to dominate her

When he forbids her to see her friends

When he gets angry when talking to another man

Now girlfriend dunno what to do

She is torn by her freedom and the man she loves

What is logically is an easy decision

Now all she sees is complications 

Doesn't she know that

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

Don't think that I would always depend on you

Don't think that I would always be with you

I am not always going to be at your side

I have my own life

And I do what I want oh... 

Cause you think that you can control me

Making me following you around

Dictate my actions

Predict my thoughts

Boy, I can surely tell you that you so wrong

You are not my everything oh oh

Why the man has to be such a dick

Why the girl is such a dumb bitch

Why can't she see the problem can be easily solved

Why does she let him could her judgment

Its funny what we make ourselves do

Suffer and tolerate through

They call it crazy in love

But we all know its just shit to us

A letter to the fucker who schedule the final exams

Dear Fucker who scheduled the final exams...

First of all, I would like to say that you, sir/madam should grab a .38 and stuff it into your asshole and shoot yourself. You have caused serious emotional malfunction towards this very already emotionally deranged, delusional, over-dramatic and drastic student who wants to transfer into a different university in July.Why? Simple... The subjects Management Accounting for Planning and Control and Corporate Accounting are only TWO(2) days apart. TWO freaking days. TWO motherfucking short days which will cause serious mental issues towards every student who took both subjects stated. Do you know how taxing this is? Do you know how much am I freaking out right now? I tell you how much... Enough to make me think of murdering your ass and spending time thinking very very sick thoughts about methods towards torturing your absolutely sad existence. Then to add insult to injury, you put my other subject, Contract Law on the 9th of June... That means that from the period from 26th of May till the 9th of June, I will be spending time to study Contract Law, time that should have been given for me to study Corporate Accounting!

Corporate Accounting is known to be one of those killer subjects with absolutely high failing rates and you put it two days later from another subject. What the fuck are you thinking? And to put it on the 26th aka 4th day of exam to add insult to injury, that really is the last straw buddy. If I am going to die, I might as well take you down with me right? You better hope that my diligence and superior accounting rockstar talent can pull through this or your head is on my plate and my foot shoved deep into your ass and a spoon stuck into your stomach being used to scoop your guts out. How dare you ignore the business students! Fucker...

Seriously, you better hope I pass or else. I will make...

Justin Bieber and Robert Pattinson gang rape you. This is to show how pathetic you are as those two are the most submissive, pussyboy faces that you will ever meet and to get fucked by a bunch of pussy boys?

You listen to over 100 versions of Rebecca Black's Friday and watch all the episodes of Dora The Explorer twice! This is to show you the supreme boredom I will face from 26th of May onwards

Gut you with a spoon and then let a vulture come and pick your guts. After that, fire ants shall be spread all over your body and adding in a bit of salt. This is to show you how torturing my current dilemma is

Rob you off all your money. I need to pay for my tuition somehow right? To the University of Newcastle!

Stuff your head inside an elephant's ass and then let it shower poop all over you. This is to make me laugh from a distance inside an air conditioned room.

Yeah... so you better be careful... There are a bunch of other things I wanted to write but I have to study and besides, the thoughts I put here will make blogger to put a content warning all over the page.

Regards
You better make sure I get HDs for all subjects.

Sigh

Life sucks... It just sucks... 

When can I get to finally go to UNSW?

When can I finally get accepted to the Unis that I wanted

Sigh

Life sucks

I am doomed

Not blogging, exams soon.
Blame Corporate Accounting
I am doomed
Officially doomed
Typing this blogpost is like typing the will for my imminent funeral
Shit
I am in deep deep shit