Experiences of a normal high school student in an ultra competitive high school that reaks with kiasuism or the sore loser syndrome.
Seriously, this pandemic is happening around the countries around Asia.
The seriously high standards of those nerdy, blood-sucking, arrogant vultures that usually occupy or should I say squeeze into the elite classes have caused a major gap between the good and the average.
This disease commonly affects countries like Malaysia, Korea, Japan, China, Taiwan and of course, Singapore.
These countries are usually filled with a lot of slit eyes and tanned skin people who are known as chinese
The countries' leaders tried to push the importance of education so hard that it really turns parents in a mass of chaotic mothers who pray ever so valiantly till the thought of their child's failure has sent numerous panic attacks that some have to be escorted by ambulances.
Or to put it simply
Asian countries try to make learning so important that it turns mamas as cuckoo as squirrel poo and pray like shit everyday till they KOed because they scared that their kid flunks.
Honestly, if you don't believe me, here is one example of infamous people who have serious cases
1. Almost all 5 science 1 students

Seriously, they are plain nuts
Almost everytime I saw them,
They are literally engrossed to their books
It seems that SPM has rooted them in a position that they did not even know that it was time to go and take the exams
Its effing scorching and sweltering outside
and they still got their eyes stuck into the book
Like a pervert analysing a porn magazine
except its not a porn magazine which is why its so creepy.
These people scare me seriously
First, they don't wanna try alcohol
and reading textbooks is their form of pleasure
Eww and creepy.

Here are some situations from my personal experiences after all I am pretty much the normal one there.
In fact, so normal that they think I am abnormal.

Situation 1
Brendan was sitting at his table, reading his biology bible (It really is a Goddamn Bible!) An infected person, lets call him student A comes along and saw Brendan reading. So he tries to interact with a conversation that does not start with a proper greeting eg. hey, yo, wassup, dude, hello, hi, yo shizzle ma shizzle.

Student A: Wow, so hardworking! Study biology liao ah?
(Actual meaning: Oh, looks like he is starting early on biology. He never does that before though)

Brendan: Um yeah, haven't you started? Its in 3 days
(Actual meaning: Yeah, I am fucking hardworking! What's your problem?)

Student A: No. I haven't even started lah. I actually been playing DOTA at cyber/ sleeping throughout the whole day/ 'up' on msn the whole day/ studying halfway but fell asleep (or any other relevant lies) yesterday. Aiyo, I know will not do good/fail liao loh!
(Actual meaning: I don't need to study for bio and can pop up and A1, while you studying all day might only pop up and A2)

Brendan: Oh, its okay. I know you will do well. Anyway good luck to ya!
(Actual meaning: Yeah right, you probably studied like shit throughout the whole night and now you are boasting your not so amazing intellect. Anyway, good luck to you cause losers like you will need it to find a way to get a life, seriously!)

Situation 2
Brendan is now listening to Maxt aka his iPod. When Student A who is the same student walks in

Student A: Wah, so free liao ah? Finish syllabus liao ah?Now listening to Britney Spears on your iPod ah?
(Actual meaning:Are you really that smart? Lazing around with your fucking iPod. I know I don't have. No need to show off.)

Brendan: Oh, no. Just taking a break.
(Actual meaning: Make up your damn mind! Yesterday you say that I am too hardworking, now you say I am too lazy? Sheesh!)

Student B who ever loves to be the kepo or nosy one chimes in

Student B: Wah, you still have time to take a break?
(Actual meaning: You still have time to take a break? I have been busting my ass the whole night and your slouching around with your iPod?)

Brendan: Yeah, I need a little rest to refresh. Can't stick to the books all day need a little entertainment to get the energy back.
(Actual meaning: Yeah, I am taking a break. Not like you superficial vultures)

Student A: Then you must be sooooooooooo confident hoh?
(Actual meaning: You cocky asshole! Hope you get A2 and lower)

Brendan: Its just a short break. Don't worry about me. You guys go back and do what you are doing. I will catchup later.
(Actual meaning: Dude! Its just for like half an hour. A little rest won't hurt. I know you guys are doing things anaerobically but I prefer the aerobic way. Can't function with an empty tank of gas)

Situation 3
Brendan is reading his poems and short stories for English. Student A ever the opportunist. Pops in

Student A: Wah. So hardworking
(Actual meaning: Well, its the same as the above)

Brendan: Oh, hi Student A
(Actual meaning: Oh great, not him again. What is it this time? Does he ever shut up?)

Student A: So clever still need to study ah?
(Actual meaning: Boy, are you insecure. Still studying something you are very good at. You got no balls!)

Brendan: Well, its just to refresh my memories. Why aren't you doing it?
(Actual meaning: Everyone forgets things sometimes. Why don't you buzz off. Trying to concentrate)

Student A: Aiya, admit it la you so kiasu. Why study the whole book. Puan Malizan say she predict 'Monsoon History'
(Actual meaning: I am trying to belittle you and make you go off the wrong track)

Brendan: Me? Kiasu? No. I just love English so much that I just love reading them all
(Actual meaning: Nice try pal. Don't think that I am too gullible. Anyway its just English. Its not like I am vying for a Nobel Prize in Litreature. Sheesh!)

Situation 4
After the exam, Brendan packed his bags and is now waiting for his mom. Student A wants another battle.

Student A: How was the test?
(Actual meaning: How badly did you do?)

Brendan: It was okay. I guess. You?
(Actual meaning: I am telling you humbly that I kicked serious ass)

Student A: Aiya, not so well la. A few question I dunno. Simply answer
(Actual meaning: So what cocky boy? I did well too. I am saying this to loosen your confidence)

Brendan: You are just being insecure. Be confidant. You can get A. Don't worry.
(Actual meaning: Nice try. Why don't you just give up seriously. I am worry about the ulcers that may develop in your stomach with all that stress and jealousy)

Well, these are the four common ones. Seriously, kiasuism is a disease and should be stopped. For your mental stability and health, never ever be a sore loser. If you are, you can always throw tantrums. I do it when I am pissed off.

Reality TV Update
Okay, its time for a reality TV update
Its very good to stay current on issues that are actually important.
So lets get it on, ppl

America's Next Top Model
Okay, in youtube, its down to the final five
Competiton is getting stiff
The girls are off to CHINA
The final five are
1. Saleisha
2. Chantal
3. Heather
4. Bianca
5. Jenah
My faves are Heather, Chantal, Jenah.

WWE
Okay, this isn't really reality
but Chris Jericho returns to Monday Nights
on RAW!!!!!
Also, there will be a Divas Halloween Battle Royal that I will be adding soon.

Amazing Race 12
Quite early in the game but still its okay
Never really catch up too though
This time I think its getting a little more boring compared to previous ones.

Survivor
After Ashley's elimination,
I lost interest
Dun wanna watch
Boycotting it.

Well, that's about it.

The end of another era and the beginning of a new one.
Sounds a little corny don't cha think?
The 5 hellacious years of being an inmate at SMK Sungai Maong.
Is finally over.
Would I miss my years of being a high school student?
No.
In fact, my memories of SMK Sungai Maong will not be a part of me.
There weren't much good times around
We were always busy
And people hate me there,
Well not all but still,
being branded as a pussyboy, a wuss, a weakling is very painful to my ego.
Although, yes I was nice to everyone at the end
But its nothing but a phenomenal facade
A mere show
Nothing but just to put a face and say that there is no longer bad blood between me and those losers.
I mean come on
You tease me for the last five years and thought that I will forgive you?
You insulted me
Hurt me
Dissed me like I am nothing?
But yeah, I have forgiven
but the next time you provoke me,
whether you are a guy or a girl
don't expect any mercy.
I would like to put the past behind me
and look forward to the future.

Btw, I can't believe 5sc1 students are pure dorks
A buncha noobs
Dude, seriously
Celebrate your youth
Experiment with some alcohol
I mean, don't go overboard.
Try some, its good for your health
It warms your body so its good for a cold night.
Try something like
Chardonnay
Cristal
Hypnotic
Scotch
Whisky
Wine
Jack Daniels
Pina Colada
Daiquirre
Margaritas
Red Wine
Champagne
Vodka
Gin and Tonic
or just Gin
never only tonic
Tonic is sprite, 7-up, you know carbonated water
Tonic is also those cheap 6-dollar bottles that you get at the supermarket.
So seriously, try 1 and
I guarentee that you will not regret it.
Unless of course you are driving or drink too many.

Divas Halloween Battle Royal

I am back!
Ladies and gentlemen,
after 1 month of absence,
Brendzblog is back on line!
YEAH!!!!!!!
SPM has taken so much of my life away
and now I am regaining lost time.
As of this afternoon at 3.30p.m.,
I am officially no longer a student of SMK Sungai Maong!
More post tomorrow!
Catching up on Survivor and ANTM.

Why pink?
Have you ever seen those scary movies
Where they turn really really scary ones into comical relief
This movie franchise is like a 'happy' and 'comical' versions of scary movies that some of us admit that we have absolutely no balls to watch them
This is why people play golf.
To search for the balls that they have lost.

So lets talk about my scary movie dream shall we
Well, maybe it should be called TV Movie
Maybe the scary movie sickos who write them should check this blog
Its really just like a small cameo-ish thing
Something like a long sketch.
Anyways it's good to remeber your dreams
Because most of your best inspirations come from there.

So we started of with like five guys doing this animorphs thing
Me, Aaron, Mika, Jeremy and Nick were like walking along the street
We decided to take the short cut through the construction site
So as we were walking in to the middle plain part of the site
Which will be barren and lots of dirt and stuff.
We were suddenly surrounded by me n in leather
Holding whips and chains and stuff.
A large group of men in bondage, stroking their parts
looking at us
Mika and Jeremy were terrified
Aaron and Nick were fascinated
As for me, I was actually petting a small cat
and then turned my attention towards them

They charged, we ran like the dickens.
So Mika was fighting eveyone in dramatic power rangers fashion.
When they flipped him,
he fell in slow motion while the rapists, i guess
were sipping drinks and ready magazines.
After that the action continued.

Nick dive himself into the crowd
While Jeremy ran and ran till he lost them
However he was knocked down by a metal pillar
Ouch!
Aaron was running and running.
He was stripped into his undies
And then water sprayed and he did that Baywatch thing
where he ran through the sprinkling water in fabulous fashion.

Me on the hand was ready to take them on
However, Kung Fu Fighting was on
so I switch to Hit Me Baby One More Time.
I did my thing which followed by Gimme More
where the rapists were somehow flung away by the stripper poles.
Then, I suddenly got stripped to my undies
I ran in my red underwear and grabbed an axe
Running like Paris Hilton.
I cut off a rope and rocks fell.

However, we were surrounded.
No place to run, no place to hide.
about to be tortured and fucked by weird men in scanily clad leather.
Aaron and Nick were actually grooming themselves
While the rest of us stared in fear.

Suddenly, Mika pulled out something from his pocket
He looked at it in a very confused way
The rest of us imitated him and we got them too.
They were power ranger morphers.

'Ain't this Power Rangers?' Mik asked
'Yeah' I said
'Weren't you a big fan?' Jeremy asked
'Yeah! Well used to.'
'Well? Morph!'
'Ok, ok'

'SPD Emergency!'
Nothing happened

'Magical Source,Mystic Force!'
Nothing happened

'Dino Thunder! Power Up!'
Still nothing

'Hurry!' They said

'It's Morphin time!'
I screamed.

Tyranosaurus, Mastadon, Triceratiops, Saber-toothed Tiger, Pterodactyl
We morphed.
Nick is red because he is a red head
Mika is black because he comes from a black background
Jeremy is blue cuz... he wears glasses
I am yellow cause I am Asian
Aaron is pink cause he is gay and does gymnastics

Aaron complained that he should be yellow cause of his blonde locks
I (for some reason) wanted pink because pink is the new black.
So we demorphed and remorphed.
So I am the pink ranger.
Not red, not blue, not black, not yellow but pink
I gotta say though,
I look HOT in pink
We said power rangers, kicked ass and there you go.

Oh yeah, my blog will be on hiatus until November 26th.
That sucks!
Oh well, SPM always ruin lives
No wonder most Malaysian are nerds.

Nothing to blog
There seems to be nothing to blog about lately
Nothing to do
Nothing interesting happening.
Really nothing much that concerns me
Its all exams these days
Exams
Exams
and more Exams
Malaysia really loves exams
In fact, they are addicted to it.
We have
1st mid-term exam
Mid-term exam
2nd Mid-term exam
Final Exam
Diagnostic tests
Surprise tests
Pop quizzes
SPM
PMR
UPSR
MUET
GSE
LCCI
and the list goes on and on.
Literally makes you feel really tired
Almost everyday I have to study like shit.
I am so beat these days
Gosh what is the Malaysian Ministry of Education trying to do?
Create nerds?
Well, believe me, you have already created a few
like this guy,
Teo Guan Kiat who prefers oldies compared to the music of today.
I really don't like it.
And most of the people in my class are way outdated when it comes to music
Either the music is crappy or its like total history.

In other news,
Kimberly is the 2nd girl eliminated from America's Next Top Model
I like Kimberly for her bright personality
She reminds me of Brittany from Cycle 4 and Natasha from Cycle 8.
However, she is horrible in runway and her photos are a little hoochie.

Next up, WWE Champion John Cena
or should I say former three-time WWE Champion John Cena
is forced to vacate the WWE title due to a severe arm injury thanks to Randy Orton
He is expected to return within six to twelve months.
I am happy that Cena is finally out
Its very redundant to see him walking out with his title for a year already.
I am excited to see who wins it at No Mercy

Finally, Leslie, the christian talk show host was eliminated from Survivor: China
She lasted nine days.
This also marks the first elimination from Fei Long
and two wins from Zhan Hu
Oh well.

I am very excited now
Because next week is makeovers!!!!!!!
The girls will be getting new looks
I am so excited
The preview said that someone's locks is gonna get chopped
and of course, watching No Mercy!!!!!!

Random thoughts 2
Just for the sake of posting another post, I am blogging more random thoughts.

Okay, so Mika and April will go to the village with Aaron and Danielle which is their home. So there should be a feast, an intro to the scenery of the town and I have to give it a name, maybe tranquil or serenity or Amnquil since I imagine the town to be a little Amnish plus reflecting the simple, peaceful life of the town. I am thinking cobblestones instead of dirt paths. Should I put a traitor within the town that set Mika and April up or an attack that left the town in ruins like Alderaan. Oh yeah, I possibly thinking of adding in parents of Aaron and Danielle and maybe even their spouses. I don't know, spouses or parents? All I know is that Aaron and Danielle are not related.

What about me? When am I going to be in the book? When am I going to be included? I don't know really maybe I will not be included at all. Then again, seeing how narcisstic am I. There is a definite chance that I am in. So there is a Jia mentioned. Should it be Jia Jia or Jia Zhi or Darren's friend Jia Yi? It will be easier to make the Jia is Jia Jia or Jia Zhi but I will see.

There should be a warden in the Hellen Prison so I am thinking Senk Siang or Kenneth Kon. How about Kevin Yeo?
I was also thinking of adding Ivonne Sim into the novel but then she should be around somewhere in the late chapters.

I am also in selection of finding a traitor in a certain situation and it should be a girl. So I have four choices
1. Josephine
2. Catherine
3. Ying Ying
4. Caroline
Comment on what you think.

Is chicken tuna?

What is a bus?

I hate Math

Y=Mx + c

Aspartame sounds like a word that should be used in Harry Potter

I hate Physics so I don't wanna learn anything associated with it.

Some people are so fake and boring

Pissed, pissed, pissed

1st girl eliminated off America's Next Top Model Cycle 9 is Mila. Well, I can tell you I have a few of my favourites now.

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Ashley Massaro was voted off Survivor: China!!!! Damn, she only lasted 6 fucking days!
No Exile Island means that Ashley would not be returning.

Krissy Vaine is on the Smackdown brand and kicked it off my brutally assaulting Torrie Wilson with the sadistic Beth Phoenix look in her eyes.

The U.S. Premiere of Desperate Housewives airs on sunday, 30th September.

Out of thoughts. I can tell you that there are 20 characters who are taking on Nightmare and his army. To tell you the truth, none of the characters are safe from being killed off. I might even return Franco and Peter later in the book. All I can tell you right now is that April will be one of the 20 characters involved in fighting against Nightmare's army at the end.

Crappy Stuff that should have never existed
Okay, this post is gonna be a little sensitive
So If one of those stupid losers who watch predictable, monotonous chinese soaps (almost everyone)
or likes pathetic cutsy childish stuff like stupid gender confused pigs with contrasting colours (xiang lun, athena, jamie and michelle chung)
or likes stupid chinese copycat popstars who think they can be the britney of asia (melissa, caroline, jenny, hui sang, ivy, lisa and michelle lim)
or likes stupid chinese guys who wanna be black but ended up as pathetic excuses for rap stars that can't rap because they never utter a single word right aka plain asian nerds (khoon sheng)
or simply loves the world of chinese (yee ying and mei shan)
or likes decency (andrea)
Please read this and get a FUCKING wake up call!!!!!!

First of all is the stupid cutsy wootsy stuff that makes me puke.
The gender confused pigs, the dumb looking gingerbread man that Jamie got, the stupid skeleton thing, the smily turtle that should have been rammed over by a car like ages ago.
Honestly, grow up! These are one of the most stupidest things created ever.
They are so not cool and are lame and are meant for bratty nine year olds who wanna act rich.
I can't believe its actually a trend as its really really a pathetic excuse for one.
almost everywhere I go I see those stupid pigs
Really makes me wanna rip it off and burn it in front of everyone.
If there is a convention for these cutsy stuff
I would definitely be there,
using a forklift and destroying everything in sight.

Okay for all you hypocrits out there
Who hates Britney but worships Jolin and don't know who is Rihanna,
Britney and Jolin are the same
They like dancing and shae their booty plus lip sync
Except Britney is way cooler because Jolin and that SHE band copycat her songs
So if you worship Jolin, Britney is God!
Please, these stars have no originality
Very superficial like some people.

Chinese soaps are so lame
Always talking about family honour
Upholding the name of 'biar mati anak, jangan mati adat'
So what if your son got someone pregnant
He doesn't need to marry her
They can abort the baby, raise it by themselves or giveit up for adoption
Marrying someone just because of a baby is wrong
Unhappiness for eternity
No pussy to fuck forever.
Besides you can predict when one of them has cancer, an affair or died.
Its so predictable
Only the faces are different and the wotrds are different.
But timeline is still the same.

Decency is so lame
Never dress decently as they make you look:
1. Fat
2. Unfabulous
3. like a total loser
4. lame
Always put your best foot forward
If you have curves, show it, don't hide it.
Never fail to be pretty, handsome and sexy.

For those people like Khoon Sheng
Your chinese rap stars wanna be black but honestly, they are so lame
Its really comical at times to see them try to do a little Timbaland, T.I., Kanye and 50
If you haven't heard of them then jump from the top floor of Civic Centre.

As for all you chinese enthusiasts.
You gotta stop listening to all those chinese crap okay
Don't you ever get tired of it
Try english movies and soaps
Their plots and sub-plots are always different, keep you on the edge and begging for more
Don't always stay glued to your pathetic asian values
They are useless these days
I mean I do indulge in different cultures other than the mainstream and popular American culture.
I listen to spanish songs and watch this cool new soap called El Cor de la Ciutat
I also watch Japanese anime like Fate/Stay Night, Paradise Kiss and Honey and Clover
I am also interested with Italian and French fashion
See, I am also very contemporary and cosmopolitan
So I am not a hypocrit.
Honestly, try it before you become lame like a certain bean looking mama's boy

ANTM CYCLE 9 IS HERE!!!!!
Yes! Yes! Yes!
After Jaslene won ANTM Cycle 8
We right now have ANTM Cycle 9!!!
With a new batch of girls, the game is on once again to crown a new America's Next Top Model

If you don't know what ANTM is
Its is an acronym aka short form of America's Next Top Model.
Now if you don't know what America's Next Top Model is,
then there are three reasons
1. You don't have Astro and/or computer
2. You lived in a jungle for the past 4 or 5 years
3. You have been watching way too many pathetic chinese soaps that always involves death, affairs and cancer in a certain range of episodes.
Well, if you got one of the three reasons above, then allow me to explain.
America's Next Top Model is a competition to give aspiring models to become top models.
33 girls are selected all over the US to compete in the semi finals
Which will late be narrowed down to 13
And then one of those thirteen will be America's Next Top Model.

Now if you are out of the blue about the winners, then here are the names of the past eight winners
1. Adrianne Curry
2. Yoanna House
3. Eva Pigford
4. Naima Mora
5. Nicole Linkletter
6. Danielle Evans
7. Caridee English
8. Jaslene Gonzalez

Other past contestants that are my favourites other than most of the winners are:
Cycle 1
Shannon Stewert (runner-up)
Kesse Wallace
Giselle Samson

Cycle 2
April Wilkner
Shandi Sullivan
Jenascia Chakos

Cycle 3
Amanda Swafford
Norelle Van Herk

Cycle 4
Brittany Brower
Kahlen Rondot (runner-up)
Christina Murphy
Tatiana Dante
Michelle Deighton

Cycle 5
Kyle Kavanagh
Jayla Rubinelli
Bre Scullark
Kim Stolz
Lisa D'Amato

Cycle 6
Joanie Dodds (runner-up)
Sarah Albert
Kathy Hoxit

Cycle 7
Brooke Miller
Melrose Bickerstaff (runner-up)
Amanda Babin
Michelle Babin
Anchal Joseph
Megg Morales

Cycle 8
Natasha Galkina (runner-up)
Renee Alway
Brittany Hatch
Felicia Provost
Jael Strauss
Samantha Francis

As for cycle 9, I am keeping options open
First, I gotta see how they perform and their attitudes
And all those stuff
The girls are good though
You know what?
I should be a host or a judge in the top model franchise

I Got It!!!!
That is one stupid line.
Add Math screwed me up so Goddamn much
When I finally got a brainwave,
I was so excited and there you go.
not sure whether i will pass or fail
Most likely fail as I screwed up my index.
The second brainwave came like five minutes before bell.
Pissed off real bad.

I am desperately trying to get Candice Michelle's latest theme.
Its so cool and real hot
Keeps the adrenalin pumping.
Besides its the main inspiration in me wanting to get good grades.
It helps me to work harder
Thrive the competition and work my ass off to straight A glory.
Actually changing the attitude of a lazy bum that I used to be.
After hearing that song, it really makes me dive (figuratively) into the books
Making me scream after thinking that I might fail add math
No wonder i did well for biology.
I actually know that I am gonna get 40 questions right and it came out 41!

After I saw that match between Candice and Beth it really got me thinking.
Candice is small but she can defeat beth who is large and a total Glamazon.
I supported Candice all the way
But the way she got thrashed at Unforgiven but still came up as the victor really inspired me.
I mean beth is like the real tough exams
Candice is like me the underdog who was always underestimated
Generalised as nothing but a pretty boy.
So that really gave the push.

The never ending torture of exams
Exams never end
Just when you thought you put down the last one
Another one pops up again
Other than trials going on we still have one more before
the ever notorious SPM
We have diagnostics test
Its a lame test where they ask you really easy questions
Finished it within 45 minutes and started dreaming about America's Next Top Model
Man, I can never get tired of that show
Wonder how life feels like without ANTM.
Man am I going to cry for three full months.
My parents are desperately trying ti haul my ass of NS
It seems I am gonna do a twinnig program
Well, that just sucks.
I am doing my 'best' to get into that damn camp for two reasons
1. To get myself back in shape
2. To show people that i actually have balls.
As for getting myself out of the camp:
1. Don't wanna get my head shaved
2. Don't wanna get the stupid patriotic songs stuck in my head ( Jalur Gemilang and Negarakuku is enough)
3. Don't wanna get brainwashed by patriotism
4. Don't wanna die at the hands of ignorant trainers
5. Don't wanna be some military doofus
6. Don't wanna be influenced into being a terrorists
7. Don't wanna get raped by pedophilles posing as trainers

Anyway, Jamie is singing Sean Kingston's Beautiful Girl the whole day
Plus she is reading a new Cecelia Ahern book.
Its good for her, dancing aimlessly away
I would also like to congratulate Miss Candice Michelle for retaining the Woman's Championship against the Glamazon, Beth Phoenix at Unforgiven

America's Next Top Model.
The question asks:
What is the title given to the winner of America's Top Model?
The answers:
Supermodel
Top model
or even worse,
illustrious title.
What the fuck?
Can't believe that some people from 5 science 1 can be as stupid as that.
The answer is:
AMERICA"S NEXT TOP MODEL!!!!!!!!!!!!
Buch of dumbasses
Simple question also don't know how to answer correctly
Even a five year old knows the damn answer.
Cyril got it wrong which literally set me off.

I know its just a dumb question that cost 1 mark
but seriously, any idiot can get that right.
This is seriously insulting
especially to me
who watch ANTM so religiously and was so addicted to it.
It really is an insult
this is what happen if you watch to many chinese soaps that look like total clones of each other.
EVERY plot is about death and cancer and affairs
bla bla bla and crap crap crap
its repetitive and lame not to mention hypocritical

At first, I was laughing and said that everyone in the class should have got it right
unfortunately, it wasn't
turns out almost everyone got it wrong
I freaked out and was stressing that damn questio for the whole recess
I wanted to choke cyril.
Xiang Lun who as usual decided to amke a fool of himself
decided to ask Mdm Malizan
I said if I got wrong then chop my head off
And I was right as usual
Meanwhile a somewhat bitter Victor Lim wants to pull me down into his deep hole again
He keeps on stressing that is just one mark
but still you should not get it wrong right?Victor is such a hypocrit
I come to see himas a chubby, straight-edge guy but
in the end, he is just a hypocrit.
I used to have respect for victor as i always thought he is the guy who will always take the high road
but now, he is just a plain hypocrit.
I don't really give a damn about the coward and left.

I reached home and Sean, Lucy, Samantha and I decided to meet for a special meeting
Anna was there to join in the fun
Lawrence was still at Lodge so he wasn't around.
we discussed it and were shocked to find out the same damn things happened at our schools!
I IMed Rachel, Melissa, Aaron and Colette to tell them the shocking discovery
Rachel was furious and bitching and cursing throughout our webcam conversation
Colette was like laughing till she had to rushed to the bathroom to pee
Melissa did the same thing
Aaron was like 'are you serious?'
It was real ridiculous to him

Right now, I have no respect for anyone who got wrong that question
It is an insult to my passion of fashion, photography and modelling
This is seriously unforgiven
The Undertaker will see you at September 16th
where you bury your unforgiven souls and may you rest in peace.

Low self esteem
Although I try to be cheery and funny and try to be myself
I really can't
Having the scars thanks to chicken pox got me to an all time low.
I cry very hard
I feel so sad
It really just tears me apart.
I can't bear to see myself like this.
It just sucks
Literallly.

my face as these horrible scars which I am not responsible of
I look and feel ugly
I have almost no self-esteem
my pride has been shriveled up into nothingness.
its so sad and horrible.
That's why I have decided to amke this conclusion

If this chicken pox scars do not heel
then I will die
Somehow and someway
only God can tell how I will die or when chicken pox scars will disappear.
i feel so sad.
As I wait, I will work hard and try to be optimistic to get my face restored its former glory
and improve it till it looks extremely beautiful like never before!

Red is so cheesy
Decided its time to go blue.
red is soooo goddamn cheesy
Next time, if I am invited to a craphole chinese dinner
i will bring camy along and expose how cheesy and horrible the redness of restaurants
The only place where there is no cheesy red is...
The Hilton Hotel Grand Ballroom
Its green
Nice.

Anyway, I read Luke's blog
and he blogged about September 11th 2001
Those horrifying scenes sent me nostalgics.
Nostalgic means renimiscment
Renimiscment means remember the past
which means looking back.
Just in case my English is real 'deep'
no one i know outside of my school who is close to me is going to NS
Sucks, no companion but good because can make new friends
I really don't know if I should go though
Because i have never exercised for quite a long while
But of course i dream of having a dark and lean body

Anyway as I was trailing off
My sympathy goes out to the lives lost
and those who are affected by the loses
The destruction of the World trade center
maybe smart but
to prove a point at the expense of thousands of lives is not just worth it.
Life is preciuous.
Appreciate it.
Its sad that we send people out to do a politician's dirty work
Sometimes the famous quote of Madam Maggie Jong works
"Give bush five bullets, give osama five bullets and see who kills who"
Wish life was that easy
Apparently politicians have nothing to do but to look for trouble and lives to be lost
Like the National Service incident in terengganu

The physics table layout.
Among the seating plans at Chemistry, Biology and Physics,
I find Physics has the most diverse
and easiest to group and regonize
It may not be picture perfect but you can see the various forms of cliques

Group 1: The Bitch Group
The bitches of 5sc1 are all there.
Brigid who Rachel thinks is a bitch
Ying Ying maybe invisible but she is sorta jenny's right hand girl which pulls her to the same category
Jenny is so obvious
As for Josephine?
I think she is just a victim of circumstance
So, no hard feelings Josephine.

Group Two: The Space Filler
Nobody sits there but Jia Jia and Melissa
If it gets too crowded then I will move there
There is nothing much in this group
Pretty much like a free land.

Group Three: The Lords of Clowntown
Alex, Jeremy, Luke, Franco, Ming Bong and sometimes me.
There is a lot of fooling around at that table.
With antics and practical jokes
its never boring

Group Four: The Male-Bitch Group
They do nothing but gossip and complain and complain and gossip
If they were a fraternity which they never willbe
It will be called Sigma Bitcha Alpha
Eric is the Alpha Freako Bitch
Hubert is the sleazy right hand man
Elton is the sneaky one who wants take over as Alpha Freako Bitch
Khoon Sheng is the 'enforcer' that 'humphs' a lot
While Kheng Yong will be the weasel for the team.

Group Five: Sing Sang Song
Ivy, Caroline, Hui Sang and Yee Ying.
They sing all those Chinese crap songs
Sing Sing Sing
Bitch Bitch Bitch
Its all they do.

Group Six: Lisa
Just Lisa because I don't know where to put her.

Group Seven: Biru Blossoms
Michelle Lim, Michelle Chung, Andrea, Mei Shan and Catherine
They actually do study
They like hanging out with each other
I wonder how they tolerate freaks like Mei Shan

Group Eight: Harmony Hijau
The hijau girls.
Jamie, Hui Ting, Athena, Lee Chin and Joon Ching aka Princess
Wanted too call emo, sarcastic and bitchy but only 3 people qualify.

Group Nine: Nerds and Nerds wannabes
Nerds: Liang Jiun, Liong Yew, Senk Siang
Wannabes: Victor, Xiang Lun, Cyril, Vincent and Jia Zhi
The nerds are there to study
The wannabes are there because there friends are sitting there (Victor and consequently Xiang Lun)
The others have no place to sit but the front
I wanna drag Cyril's freaking tight ass to my place
Unfortunately Vincent and Jia Zhi are holding him down.
DAMN.

As you can see, I belong to two groups
maybe I should be in Lisa's group
Brendan and Lisa
Lisa and brendan
Buck toothed model and drama queen
Nope, doesn't match
Now Adam and Lisa
Lisa and Adam does ring a bell

Gossip
I love gossip.
I do, I really really do.
If its about someone, then its cool cause we can thrash how bad that person is in an exaggerated level
If its about my friends then I can use it as an advice to help them
If its about me, then it means people are talking about me and that is a good thing
There is nothing about bad publicity
Boy, I sound a lot like Natasha from ANTM Cycle 8.

So this is how we trash about people
Allow me to use this as an example.
Lets say a girl named J is known to be a cheap ass slut
So it will start like this
"Did u know that slut J?"
"Yeah, I heard that she and her boyfriend fucked on the first date"
"I hear that she is already 3 months pregnant"
"Oh my God! No wonder she is gaining weight!"
"That's not all, I hear that she likes it when her boyfriend cums on her mouth"
"Ugh, that kinkish slut!"
"Yeah, nasty"
"Eww"
Then everyone gets into a conclusion
"She is definitely living in a trailer park with like 10 kids and drinks her future fat-ass boyfriend's cum all day"

Then there is the friend part.
I hear friends gossiping about him, then advise him
like what I do to Xiang Lun
Unfortunately, not a success
boy he is good at making castles in the air
i really feel fed up about him.

Of course there is things about me
"You know, Brendan's idol is Britney Spears?"
"Eww, why does he want to do that"
" i tell you liao, this guy is the damn real gay one"
" Cyril should be careful afterward he rape him"
"No lah, that Brendan is a pussyboy, he wants Cyril to fuck him"
Oh yeah, I know who are the idiots that gossip this shit
So don't think I don't know
Cyril and I are friends and that's it ok?
he is like the Malaysian version of Aaron

Anyways, what the fuck is you guys with the OIC stuff in history
Alex can say and I figured it out too
So, why the fuck you guys boo at me and not him
You have no respect for me
I hope that all of you will be stuck living in trailer parks
At least the best thing you can do is give me some self-respect that I deserve
Which is hell yeah a lot.
I want some mutual respect, is that so much to ask?

What's Hot, What's Not
Ok, there are a lot of good music that's out lately
So here are the good ones that you seriously should tune to.
Obviously, I am very up-to-date with my music
Gosh, I am so hardworking
Searching for new singles everywhere
On the road i found a few hidden treasures
So, go download these songs now.

1. Gimme More- Britney Spears
Yup, I got it
Very techno and very sexy and sultry
It started with an explicit
Not gonna tell you though
You can see the similarities and differences between danja (pronounced 'danger') and timbaland
Real hot

2. Fabulous- Ashley Tisdale & Lucas Gabreel
Yes, high school musical mania is everywhere!!!
This is a new one with Sharpay wanting everything to be FABULOUS!!
Very nice and catchy

3. The Great Escape- Boys Like Girls
Yes, there is a band called Boys Like Girls
Come on, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Gym Class Heroes and 30 Seconds To Mars
sound way more weird
Anyway, Its a cool song so check it

4. Love Is Wicked- Brick and Lace
This is real cool
especailly with the raggae done by a girl
Very catchy and exotic

5. Whine Up- Kat Deluna and Elephant Man
Now if you haven't heard of this, it means two things
a) You are stuck or living somewhere in the jungle
or
b) you are listening to too many chinese crap.
Its the theme of the summer
Its the theme for the biggest party of the summer

6. Get Me Bodied- Beyonce
This song is soooooo hot
You should give it a try

7. Tattoo- Jordin Sparks
like a tattoo
this one will stick to you
very nice to hear

8. Light Up The Sky- Yellowcard
A new one from yellowcard
the only band that has a violinist so far
touching and inspirational

9. Whatever You Like- Nicole Sherzinger and T.I.
This song is so hot
Very sexy and so cool
Plus it is fun and rockin hot!!!!
Makes you wanna scream for Nicole more.

10. Natalie Imbruglia- Glorius
I feel so glorius in this song
Its very nice and cheery
Peaceful song
Like happily ever after

All of them and more can be found in the internet or Maxt, my iPod
So if you wanna listen then wait till wednesday at EST
and I will bring it over if you are a student of SMK Sungai Maong
but if you aren't I will bring it to tuition
If you are out of the country, then give me your email and I will send it to you.
Can't wait for the Britney official video