Nothing But Bullshit

Everyone's on a move

Everyone's acting crude

Whatever happen to that saying

About one spirit and one nation

It's never a matter about race

Nor about religion or sexuality

It's about being proud of who you are

Without it defining you

You see them leaders preach

You see those videos sing

For some reason they don't practice what they preach

This is what we call nothing but bullshit

As you see me trying to soar through

Seeping in the cracks and trying to make it big

But there's a lot of bureaucracy and policies

That censors me from being me

I just can't believe

That why the fuck would you censor the word booty? 

This song isn't meant to preach

It's just me expressing myself

I need to have a disclaimer

Unless I want to see myself in a prison cellar

You see them leaders preach

You see those videos sing

For some reason they don't practice what they preach

This is what we call nothing but bullshit

I am just a boy coming to you

From a place where you still think we live in trees

Fact is we are so much better, nicer and understanding

Nah, it's just bullshit to make you feel bitter. 

Call it a song or call it a poem

The labels don't matter my dear people

I am just here having fun

Talking about nothing but bullshit

Boy on the Train

It's a Friday, heading to the weekend

Everybody's waiting for the day to end

Grudging on the line, waiting for the train

I am usually like of of them

But not today

Because today, I get to see you

The boy, on the train

I see your black hair and your sexy brown eyes

I instantly swoon and it makes my day

The boy, on the train

You don't know how much you mean to me

And I don't think you know I exist

But I just wanna say one thing

I hope you notice and like me too

I see you already with your earphones on

Standing on the side acting nonchalant

I could not help myself but wonder about you and me

But as I snap back to reality

You are nothing but

The boy, on the train

I see your black hair and your sexy brown eyes

I instantly swoon and it makes my day

The boy, on the train

You don't know how much you mean to me

And I don't think you know I exist

But I just wanna say one thing

I hope you notice and like me too

I know I am stalking

It is illegal and

if you know this

It will probably make you uncomfortable

But that is why

I stand at the sidelines

Waiting for fate to bring us together

But for now, you are

The boy, on the train

I see your black hair and your sexy brown eyes

I instantly swoon and it makes my day

The boy, on the train

You don't know how much you mean to me

And I don't think you know I exist

But I just wanna say one thing

I hope you notice and like me too

Rise Up

Rise up, rise up, time for a revolution
Rise up, rise up, time to awaken
Rise up, rise up, for a new sensation
Rise up, rise up, it's the signal
For a new Brendan

I was gone and now I am back
Time has passed and nothing lasts
It's time for a new makeover
And the time to take over

Cause when I was down
I had no one
Felt like I was buried (in the ground)
But like a phoenix from the ashes
Rising from my remants
I have finally returned
And now is the time to change so everyone better prepare yourself because...
It's time to...

Rise up, rise up, time for a revolution
Rise up, rise up, time to awaken
Rise up, rise up, for a new sensation
Rise up, rise up, for the new Brendan

Hail to your renewed king
Let me hear the sirens sing
Celebrate my coronation
And prepare for new resolutions

This ain't no fluke
I am no longer a duke
I am a leader in my own realm (like Odin of Asgard)
They better watch out
They better beware
I am out for blood
And there is no mercy, no kindness and no remorse because
I am going to

Rise up, rise up, time for a revolution
Rise up, rise up, time to awaken
Rise up, rise up, for a new sensation
Rise up, rise up, for the new Brendan

In my depression
I realised that there is no one there for me
When I was broken
I realised that no one cares about me
When I looked up
I realised that there is no one to help me but myself
So fuck friends, fuck God,
I only trust and believe in me
I am my own strength
I am my own faith
And now it's time to

Rise up, rise up, time for a revolution
Rise up, rise up, time to awaken
Rise up, rise up, for a new sensation
Rise up, rise up for the new Brendan

Falling out of love with you

A story five years in the making
Distance prevented what could have happened
A longing towards getting together
To be with each other
Just to know
What true love feels

There were times where the paths could have crossed
Opportunities were given but never taken
Circumstances prevented these two people
From discovering the potential of their love

Leaded by hormones
Connected by commonalities
From there the love grows
But why oh why
Would these two lovers cannot be together

Is it fate?
Is it destined?
Is it always meant to be?
That we always will have the chance to be together
But circumstances will always prevent us to meet
Are we meeting?
Are we dating?
Are we going to learn about each other?
Because we better do as deep in my heart right now
I am falling out of love with you

Music is what brought these two together
A symphony of love emerged from there
The connection they felt was so special
But maybe not to all
At least for one of them
It is

Leaded by hormones

Connected by commonalities

From there the love grows

But why oh why

Would these two lovers cannot be together

Is it fate?

Is it destined?

Is it always meant to be? 

That we always will have the chance to be together

But circumstances will always prevent us to meet

Are we meeting?

Are we dating?

Are we going to learn about each other?

Because we better do as deep in my heart right now

I am falling out of love with you

Its as simple as science and faith
The chemistry we had together was explosive
The love that grew from spending time with each other was expressive
It seems distance was the only obstruction
But is it enough to kill a love story
I don't think so but
I am
Falling out of love with you

Falling out of love with you
Falling out of love with you
Falling...

Is it fate?

Is it destined?

Is it always meant to be? 

That we always will have the chance to be together

But circumstances will always prevent us to meet

Are we meeting?

Are we dating?

Are we going to learn about each other?

Because we better do as deep in my heart right now

I am falling out of love with you

Sigh to the Broken Heart

Take a breath
Let it out
Let you vocals hiss the sound

Feel your head
Feel  it clear out
Calm yourself down
Let the feeling flow

It could be a sign of relief
It could be a sign of defeat
A possible indication of regret
And sometimes there is nothing to do, but

Sigh
Let it all out
Let it relax you right now
And sigh
Let it wash all over you
Let your breath release the tension inside you

Cause there is nothing that I can do
I know that I love you
But now that is all over
There is nothing I can do but sigh

The moments were bliss
The kisses that I would miss
Now that its all over
Oh what I wouldn't give

Its been a fun ride
Its been a great time
Girl, we been through thick and thin
Now you say its over, I can only

Sigh

Let it all out

Let it relax you right now

And sigh

Let it wash all over you

Let your breath release the tension inside you

Cause there is nothing that I can do 

I know that I love you

But now that is all over

There is nothing I can do but sigh

I feel it course to my veins

Girl I felt the pain

Why did you have to break my heart 

Let all these crazy thoughts inside my head

Where did I go wrong

Why am I not good enough for you

What I can never give

That wanna make you sever our ties

I am angry at you

Disappointed in you

For making me the shell of the man

I used to be

You killed my heart

Shut down my brain

Forming tears in my eyes

But there is way too much to process, so I

Sigh

Let it all out

Let it relax you right now

And sigh

Let it wash all over you

Let your breath release the tension inside you

Cause there is nothing that I can do 

I know that I love you

But now that is all over

There is nothing I can do but sigh

Sigh

Let it all out

Let it relax you right now

And sigh

Let it wash all over you

Let your breath release the tension inside you

Cause there is nothing that I can do 

I know that I love you

But now that is all over

There is nothing I can do but sigh

You are not my everything

You are not my everything
You are not my everything
You are not my everything
You are not my everything

Don't think that I would always depend on you
Don't think that I would always be with you
I am not always going to be at your side
I have my own life
And I do what I want oh...

Cause you think that you can control me
Making me following you around
Dictate my actions
Predict my thoughts
Boy, I can surely tell you that you so wrong

You are not my everything oh oh

Here's the story
Boy meets girl
Girl falls in love with boy
Boy loves girl way too much
Becomes extremely possessive

He's always worrying when she will cheat on him
He's always wondering when will it be over
He is scared that when she's gone
He will have nothing to live for

So he puts her on a leash
Treats her like his little bitch
Makes sure that she follows her around
Never leaving out of his sight, but

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

Don't think that I would always depend on you

Don't think that I would always be with you

I am not always going to be at your side

I have my own life

And I do what I want oh... 

Cause you think that you can control me

Making me following you around

Dictate my actions

Predict my thoughts

Boy, I can surely tell you that you so wrong

You are not my everything oh oh

She couldn't say anything

She loves him way too much

She follows him around

Not knowing man don't know how to treat a lady

But the signs are popping up around

When he starts to dominate her

When he forbids her to see her friends

When he gets angry when talking to another man

Now girlfriend dunno what to do

She is torn by her freedom and the man she loves

What is logically is an easy decision

Now all she sees is complications 

Doesn't she know that

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

You are not my everything

Don't think that I would always depend on you

Don't think that I would always be with you

I am not always going to be at your side

I have my own life

And I do what I want oh... 

Cause you think that you can control me

Making me following you around

Dictate my actions

Predict my thoughts

Boy, I can surely tell you that you so wrong

You are not my everything oh oh

Why the man has to be such a dick

Why the girl is such a dumb bitch

Why can't she see the problem can be easily solved

Why does she let him could her judgment

Its funny what we make ourselves do

Suffer and tolerate through

They call it crazy in love

But we all know its just shit to us

Departed

Oh...Oh............Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh eh oh oh eh seh oh eh wa
Oh... Oh............ Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh eh oh oh eh seh oh eh wa

I visualize
living in a different place
London, LA, Paris, Sydney
And I know one day
I would be living there
Cause there's nothing here for me

One thing that I would miss
The people who gave me bliss
My circle of friends
Who I can't take with me

I would miss you
I know that I won't be by your side
But though I know it was meant to be
It just sucks that we are departed

I know I would
miss out a lot
And it just sucks to know about that
And even though one day
We would meet again
It would somehow never feel like the same

I would miss all the times
The heartfelt bitching intertwined
All the drama, all the moments
That I am going to leave behind

I would miss you

I know that I won't be by your side

But though I know it was meant to be

It just sucks that we are departed

I know that this is for the best,

I know that these moments would not last

But it does not make me feel better

Cause I wish

That you would be here with me

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I would miss you

I know that I won't be by your side

But though I know it was meant to be

It just sucks that we are departed

Departed

Maybe

Maybe we could be together

Be with each other forever

Like two fated lovers

Finally getting each other

Maybe we could end up as friends

Brothers sworn until the end

Wouldn't it funny if it been

That we used to like each other

We could dream as much as we wanted

Coloring the skies the way we liked it

But for me, whatever happens happens

Cause its the way God intended it to be

Maybe are just maybes

Giving endless possibilities

No use fretting about it

But why can't I stop thinking about you

Maybe because I know I love you

And maybe you could love me too

I could kiss you right now

But for now, its nothing but a maybe

Maybe we are like horny teenagers

Publicly kissing to inform other people

That we are passionate lovers

Inseparable practically forever

Maybe our relationship will deepen more

Like shopping together at the grocery store

Debating over Oreo or Chipsmore

And all the petty things that I adore

I don't know if we would fight a lot

I don't know if we would fuck that much

All I know its that I want to give it a shot

But as I said, our fates are left to God

Maybe are just maybes

Giving endless possibilities

No use fretting about it

But why can't I stop thinking about you

Maybe because I know I love you

And you know that you love me too

I could kiss you right now

But for now, its nothing but a maybe

Its just sad that we are never at the same place at the same time

Oh how I wish that you were mine

We make each other feel like we are in cloud nine

But how come God is not so kind 

Dividing us apart with a natural borderline

Maybe are just maybes

Giving endless possibilities

No use fretting about it

But why can't I stop thinking about you

Maybe because I know I love you

And you know that you love me too

The tension is undeniable

I find you irresistible

I could kiss you right now

But for now, its nothing but a maybe

Nothing but a maybe

Remnants of You

So I am sitting here on the floor
Looking at all the photos I posted around my wall
When I look all the pictures around
Memories came fading by
About all the good times we had

I tried not to cry
Cause you have already left me
for someone else
But I can't help myself
So I needed to vent...

So I grabbed a pen
Tore myself a piece of foolscap
And started writing about all the good times we had
And then I shredded it to pieces just like our romance had

Because you are nothing but a piece of ass
A schmuck who made a serious mistake
I wanna throw away
All these remnants of you

I went downstairs
I grabbed a box
Started tossing all the things you gave me into it
Cause they are nothing but a bunch crap
And your presence should be ridded

All those beautiful pictures of us
About the great times that we had
At the beach, at the park, at the carnival
Are all going in there

Right now, I am right here at the yard
Staring at all the gifts that you gave me
All the things that remind me how I loved you are right before me
I lit a match and set it on fire

Because you are nothing but a piece of ass
A schmuck who made a serious mistake
I wanna burn away
All these remnants of you.

Let it burn
Let it burn
Let it burn all my pain away
All the frustration dissipate to ashes

Let it burn
Let it burn
All the memories of you
All the love and time I wasted on you

Because you are nothing but a piece of ass
A schmuck who made a serious mistake
But I know they will still be there
All these remnants of you.

Emo Monday

Rain is pouring down on the street
People rushing with their feet
The cool London sky in ash grey
Emo Monday is here again

A couple is squabbling about life
Cassie is stuck at crossroads
While a puppy stands alone
Without someone to hold
Remnants of his master now gone

But I don't let it get to me
I pray the dark sky will go away
I want the sun shine bright as day
So that Emo Monday can go away.

Feel of dread is every where
Mundane routines begin at this day
Moving in the pessimistic way
Emo Monday please go away

A boy sits on the street looking sad
His favorite jacket is out there somewhere
It is all that is left from him
And he can't bear it to leave him like he did
Emo Monday got to him

But I don't let it get to me
I pray the dark sky will go away
I want the sun will shine bright as day
So that Emo Monday can go away

Please tell me (Please tell me)
Why do Mondays have to be so cruel
Work starts and we all felt like a snooze
Why can't we all be cheerful
And treat Mondays like any other happy day

But I don't let it get to me
That's life as they say
Although I pray the dark sky will go away
And I want the sun to shine bright as day
We all know Emo Monday is here to stay

Imaginary

Baby, just lie next to me
Right here on my shoulder
And feel my warm embrace

Baby I will protect you
With all my life
And I will never leave you alone

Because I could not live without you
I would never leave your side
You are the air that I breathe
You are the soul of my heart
And I am glad to have met you
Even if its just...
Imaginary

Take off your clothes
and leave them on the floor
Come and join me in this bed right here

Let me kiss your beautiful lips
Let me carress your body
I wanna feel you within me

Because I could not live without you
I would never leave your side
You are the air that I breathe
You are the soul of my heart
And I am glad to have met you
Even if its just...
Imaginary

Illusions can be a bliss
Just a mind trip to the utopia that I wish
Where I am at your side
And we make love all through the night
The passion that we had
The secrets that we shared
Oh...
Baby, you make me love you more and more...

Oh how I wish...
That it is not...
Imaginary

Play Me

I opened up to you
I showed you a part of my life
A fraction of who I am
But you played me like a fool

How can I
Trust you (trust you)
When I am nothing but a joke
A foolish jester in the court

If you wanna play me (play me)
Then go ahead and play
I am nothing but an object of pleasure
A mere tool for your amusement
But if you expect me to trust you again,
Please
Keep on dreaming

Its time to repair my heart
Assess the damage that has been done
Because there is a large hole blasted through my heart
And I don't insurance is going to cover it all

Reenforce my walls
Tighten the defense (the defense)
Because I am going to guard my heart
and then completely shutting you out

If you wanna play me (play me)
Then go ahead and play
I am nothing but an object of pleasure
A mere tool for your amusement
But if you expect for me to trust you again,
Please,
Keep on dreaming

Because I really like you
And I really want you
But if you think its great for you to act like a jerk
You have no objections from me
After all its a free country
I rather be nothing but a tool
Than to fall in love with you.

If wanna play me (play me)
Then go ahead and play
I am nothing but an object of pleasure
A mere tool for your amusement
But if you expect me to trust you again
Please,
Keep on dreaming

Out of Control

Yeah...

In the club now y'all...

It's getting crazy...

Fuck it...

I am gonna go outta control!

Baby tonight I am going outta control
Gonna set my soul
And let it go
Baby tonight I am going outta control
Don't wanna feel no more
Gonna let it go

Tonight is the night, I am going outta control
Fucking in the club with all them hoes
I got no direction
It ain't in my discrention
Roofies given to my homies
Tonight I am gonna lose control

Because I don't care
I just wanna dance
Taking my stride and move to the groove

I don't give a damn
on who you are
Just step behind me and grind grind grind!

Baby tonight I am going outta control
Gonna set my soul,
And let it go
Baby I tonight I am going outta control
Don't wanna feel no more
Gonna let it go

Move it, shake it, shake your ass bitch
I got me some money
You gonna show me your pussy
All I need is your body
Come and sell it to me
Cause I know you a hoe and showing off is all  you got

Move aside, I care of my pride
I am here to find a cutie that's easy
Cause I am a predator
You are my prey
Nothing but a piece of meat
That I am going to enjoy tonight

Baby, tonight I am going outta control
Gonna set my soul
And let it go
Baby, tonight I am going outta control
Don't wanna feel no more
Gonna let it go

So what are we doing here in this club?
Bitches and bastards hanging everywhere
All these losers are depressed destitutes
But I don't care
I just need your body
Cause all I wanna do
Is fuck the shit out of it!!!

Baby, tonight I am going outta control
Gonna set my soul
And let it go
Tonight baby I am going outta control
Don't wanna feel no more
Gonna let it go

Gonna let it go now
Gonna lose control now
We are all nothing but a bunch of sluts

H.A.T.E.

H is for the hours you spent away
A is for the anger in my veins
T is for the terrible way you treat
E is for the emotions that blind me

How can I be so stupid
As if it's ridiculous for me to love you
Tell me why deep down I knew it would not last
Even if it lasted for a while

I hate you
You broke my heart
I hate you
You tore me apart
God please tell me
Why am I so stupid
To fall for some fuck like you
Trash like you should have never
be able to get someone like me

H is the hell you put me through
A is the altercations we had
T is for all the time that I wasted on you
E is for everyone to see what a fuck you are

I know that hate equals care
But that is all because of my anger
But deep down inside
I know it's only indifference

I hate you
You broke my heart
I hate you
You tore me apart
God please tell me
Why am I so stupid
To fall for some fuck like you
Trash like you should have never
be able to get someone like me

I know I would be fine
A loser like you would never bring me down
I have pride, diginity and class
While you are nothing but some trash
That I should have never even met

I hate you
You broke my heart
I hate you
You tore me apart
God please tell me
Why am I so stupid
To fall for some fuck like you
Trash like you should have never
be able to get someone like me

I leave you one note
That you better change
Cause I don't want the next guy
to suffer from
a bitch like you

Thank You

It's been a wild ride
It's been a fun time
But now it's all over
And I know we can't be together
I will miss your smell
I will miss your taste
I will miss all the laughters
That we shared together

It's the end of the road
There's no more down the line
This is where we part ways
And I will miss you while you are away

After all that we have been through
I just wanna say
Thank You

The lessons you taught me
The people you introduced to me
Showed me a big part
of who you are
A servant of Jesus
A caring friend
A good time all round family man
I guess I was stupid to push you away

It's the end of the road
There's no more down the line
This is where we part ways
And I will miss you while you are away

After all that we have been through
I just wanna say
Thank You

I know that you have other duties on you
and I accept that you and I are not to be continued
All I ask is that you promise me one thing
That you never stop being you

Because...

This is the end of the road
There's no more down the line
This is where we part ways
And I will miss you while you are away

I do not know
What's going to happen to you
All I know is
I will be waiting for you

So please stay safe
May Jesus take my place while you are away

After all that we have been through
I just wanna say
Thank You

Distance

In my room
I turned my head and looked out
Rain pattering on my window
I look out on to the fields
Children having fun without a care

I turned and look down at my phone
You called me and I answered
You wanted us to be together
But there is this little thing that's holding me back

Its called distance
I wish you were holding me right now
But you couldn't
Cause you are so far away that I couldn't touch you
I want to feel your breath
I want to feel your kiss
But this thing called distance
Is breaking me apart

Seems so close
Yet so far
I need you right now
But you can only care from afar
Makes me wonder if it's all worth it

I know you are good
I know I like you too
But you are so far away
It does not make me feel safe

It's called distacne
I wish you were holding me right now
But you couldn't
Cause you are so far away that I couldn't touch you
I want to feel your breath
I want to feel you kiss
But this thing called distance
Is breaking me apart

I don't care how much you say you love me
I don't care whatever things you would do
All wanted is to be with you
But you are so far away
How can you expect me to love you

It's called distance
I wish you were holding me right now
But you couldn't
Cause you are so far away that I couldn't touch you
I want to feel your breath
I want to feel your kiss
But this thing called distance
is breaking me apart

Betrayed

Unspeakable
Unbelievable
How could you do this to me
Unfathomable
Undeniable
That you hurt me down to the core

How can I trust you?
How can I love you?
How can I forgive you?
When you stabbed me in the back
and left me for dead

Betrayed
My heart breaks into two
Betrayed
Stabbed in the back by someone I valued
How could you do this to me
How could you betrayed me
How could I love you anymore
when you betrayed me
when you betrayed me

Silence
Tension
Because we never talk like we used to
Guilty
Lonely
Are the words that come up when I think of you

How could you do this to me
When I helped you in everything
Now thanks to this curve ball
Makes me wonder, if our relationship is worth it at all

Betrayed
My heart breaks into two
Betrayed
Stabbed in the back by someone I valued
How could you do this to me
How could you betrayed me
How could I love you anymore
when you betrayed me
when you betrayed me

Let these violins portray
My built up rage
Let the piano play
The sorrow in my heart
As it all calms down
I am left with nothing but a broken trust

Betrayed
My heart breaks into two
Betrayed
Stabbed in the back by someone I valued
How could you do this to me
How could you betrayed me
How could I love you anymore
when you betrayed me
when you betrayed me

When you betrayed me

Don't You Know (I Love You)

Don't you know that I am worried for you?
Don't you know that I want to be with you?
Don't you know that I have fallen in love with you?
Don't you know that I want to make love to you?

Your face is like a vision of beauty
Your personality shines among the stars
I can't help myself but be attracted to you
Isn't that enough for you to come?

I know you feel the same way about me
I know you can't wait to be with me
So when the opportunity comes?
Why the hell are you so confused?

Let me make this clear to you that

I love you
I wanna spend my time with you
You are the person that I want
The person that I wanna love
Everytime I wake up,
I know what I live for

It is you,
no one else but you
You are my inspiration
Can't you see that
I Love You

Don't you know that I have dreams of us alone in the beach?
Don't you know that I want us to share a peach?
Don't you know that I want to show people the rhythm of our beat?
Don't you know that I crave your body's meat?

Your lips are so yummy
Your eyes are so dreamy
Your body ignites my fantasy
Don't you know every part of you is perfect to me?

Your warmth comforts me
Your cries will concern me
Your dreams will be shared by me
Don't you know that I want you to be with me?

So let me remind you that

I love you
I wanna spend my time with you
You are the person that I want
The person that I wanna love
Everytime I wake up,
I know what I live for

It is you,
no one else but you
You are my inspiration
Can't you see that
I Love You

Oh baby can't you see that?
I am so addicted to you
I love you with all my heart
cause someone like you deserves it very much

Oh baby don't you know

I love you
I wanna spend my time with you
You are the person that I want
The person that I wanna love
Everytime I wake up,
I know what I live for

It is you,
no one else but you
You are my inspiration
Can't you see that
I Love You

I love you
I wanna spend my time with you
You are the person that I want
The person that I wanna love
Everytime I wake up,
I know what I live for

It is you,
no one else but you
You are my inspiration
Can't you see that
I Love You

Drown Me With Your Eyes

Its so enticing
It so deep
Is it a mirage of blue?
Or is it a visage of green.
I just wanna fall in and drown inside
Eyes so deep so mysterious,
damn its so invitng
So baby just

Drown me with your eyes
Drown me with your eyes
Suck my soul into you
Drown me with your eyes
Drown me with your eyes
Please let me be with you.

Stare at me
Leer at me
Make me feel weak on my toes
Scan on me
Look into me
Send me hurling into ecstacy
I am at your mercy
So baby just

Drown me with your eyes
Drown me with your eyes
Suck my soul into you
Drown me with your eyes
Drown me with your eyes
Please let me be with you.

I can't escape
I can't wait
I am addicted
Call me delusioned
But I can't help it
I am hooked on you
So please please please
Baby just

Drown me with your eyes
Drown me with your eyes
Suck my soul into you
Drown me with your eyes
Drown me with your eyes
Please let me be with you

Please let me be with you
Because I love you.

The End