This is the bored stage... and I am loving it.
For some freaking reason, I felt very happy lazing around at home.
No work
No assignments
No projects
No nothing
Just sitting around all day watching reruns of Desperate Housewives
Getting a daily dose of Ellen
And of course, hours on the computer and PS2
Plus, I am binging
Which probably means that I am depressed.
well, I guess I am, but I don't know what I am depressed about.
Which means I have to have a lot of thought.
But now, I felt calm for some reason, enjoying my bout of depression.
I don't call my friends and go out
I don't go to the movies
People these days are so busy that I felt its bad to bother them.
Although I am still glad to quit my job.
The negatives seem to edge out the positives, slightly
But that's all I need to make a decision.
Decisions like these is black and white for me.
As for petty things like choosing where to eat,
Buying a new Cd or clothing.
What movie to watch,
What kind of yogurt drink to drink
It takes me a long time to choose.
Sometimes I stand there for like 10 to 15 minutes,
I felt that people are looking at me and thinking
'Is this boy too poor to afford air-condition so he come here to get the air-condition?'
These days, I don't know what to do.
All I think about is starting college soon.
But now, I think I wanna enjoy my free time.
Think of it as a sabatical.
Its been almost a week now,
so I felt that I sould just rest and laze around.
And think of what to buy.

Why? Why? Why? *smack* *head bleeds*

DAVID COOK won?
That shit ass actuallly won American Idol?
Why?
How?
He didn't even rocked it last night!!!
I mean Archuleta brought the house down,
he stole the show, and looks adoerable doing it.
And you let some ruggedy, rocker win this thing?
This is SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean it's not as unfair as Taylor Hicks winning American Idol 5,
cause he sucks and Katherine is way more opoular
but still, DAVID COOK?
Come on!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot believe this!!!
Its a total shocker!!!!
This is very upsetting.
He doesn't deserve to win!
Archuleta does.
I mean just look at him, hear his voice.
Its melodious!!!
Argh, forget about it.
What's done is done.

*looks towards the camera*
I am not good at predicting American Idol winners
even though I got it right twice.

Anymore Tags and this is getting tedious

Who do you wish understood you better?
the fucked up place we call the world

Do you know anyone named Molly?
nope

What have you been thinking about a lot lately?
chocolate

What kind of music do you listen to?
things that my brother doesn't listen

Have you recently done anything you regret?
no

Do you think bestfriends can be replaced?
never

Who will you be with on saturday?
at first, co-workers. now, my friends

Who did you sit with at lunch?
not schooling yet, will tell when i am in swinburne

Honestly, how many people have you fallen for?
a few

Name something that made you smile today?
David Archuleta kicked ass on Idol!!!!!!!

Are you single or taken?
Single

Can you name a quote from the song your listening to?
I wanna stay all night on the floor,
gonna dance like there's no tomorrow

What's the closest thing to you that's liquid?
water

Describe this year of school in one word:
Shit

What's something you're happy about?
David Archuleta

Are you dating the last person you kissed?
no

The last person you fought with?
That will be... I forgot

What were you doing last night at 10pm?
RAW

How long is your hair?
okay la

Name something that's on your mind right now?
my cerebral cortex

When was the last time you got yelled at?
today, by my dogs for serving food so slowly

Who do you really want to see right now?
DAVID ARCHULETA

Are you pregnant?
-.-ll

Where do you see yourself in 6 years?
Not in Malaysia and very successful

Do you swear a lot?
I have a foul mouth

Can you leave the house without makeup?
I am a dude, of course

What are you currently listening to?
Bad Girls by Danity Kane

Do you bite your lips alot?
no

Have the cops ever come to your house?
no

Favorite drink?
Pepsi

What is in store for your future?
Something very good... I hope

Do you miss someone today?
no

Nickname?
brendz

Who's your last missed call?
idk

Do you always wear your seat belt?
yes

What do you wear to bed?
my underwear

What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
getting a 2000 hit ko in dynasty warriors

What's something that can always make you feel better?
shopping spree

How many people have you liked in the past 8 months?
none

Would you go back in time if you could?
maybe

When was the last time you lied?
i dunno, how can I remember?

How has the week been?
very bad cause i was very sick

So is there something you wish you could tell someone but you cant?
idk

Happy with life?
yea

What did you wear today?
clothes

I feel so bleagh...
Okay, yes. I don't have much to blog about lately.
Cause I will either be at home, at work, at play or on someone's bed.
Dota sucks, swear will never tried it but out of boredom did.
Highly regret that.
Sick for pretty much past few days.
So less time on msn and blogging.
I was really sick but at least I lost some weight.
Gonna spend the morning doing something.
TV, Playstation 2, Comp, Books.
And pretty much continuing my life.
So that's all... shortest post ever.

Post Torrie Binge
Gosh!!!!
Torrie Wilson released?
As of 8th May 2008?
Damn
God I feel so depressed!!!
This can't be happening!!!!
Damn it.
I am going to have to go on a binge.
I am going to gain weight again and I don't like it.
This news pretty much made me snap so I am binging tonight.

Reasons to binge
1. Torrie Wilson Released
2. I don't have someone to cuddle with at night, nothing but a pillow ( pathetic I know, since I have 3 large ones and 2 normal ones and I only use one.)
3. I am bored
4. I am being paid to little
5. Candice is still not back from her injury.
6. I already bought the food

Reasons not to binge
1. Don't wanna gain weight, wanna lose weight
2. Wanna pose for Playgirl

Well, that's about it.
Alright, I am binging.

Pringles, check
Snickers, check
Doritos, check
Cadbury Marble, check
Cadbury Whip, check
Mars. check
Haagen Dazs, check
Desserts, check
To Dau Kueh ( Nut pastry), check
Donuts, check
Candy, check
Whipped Cream, check
Chipsmore, check
Arnotts, check
Famous Amos, check

I wanna cry,

Its so sad.

Its such a tradegy.

Her departure is so sad.

I cannot believe something like this happened

Why?

Why?

Does her back has to be so injured that she is forced to do the unthinkable.

She is only in for seven years.

Its ended so prematurely.

A piece of my heart is broken

Because a WWE Diva has decided to retire

Bye, Torrie Wilson

I will miss you.

WHY?

WHY?

I WANNA SEE HER TEAM UP WITH MICHELLE MCCOOL!

They would look so perfect together.

Now I must mourn.

And try to mend my broken heart.

Remaining Divas

RAW:

Beth Phoenix

Mickie James

Candice Michelle

Maria

Jillian Hall

Melina

Ashley Massaro

Katie Lea

Smackdown!:

Eve Torres

Maryse

Michelle McCool

Natalya Neidhart

Cherrie

Victoria

ECW:

Kelly Kelly

Lena Yada

Layla

Bored so I am doing a tag.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yeah, actually and I splashed cherry infused vodka into his face.

Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong?
Yes, cause I fight to the death

What does your second text say?
Brendan, why the hell are you walking around in bags full of Padini?

What are you listening to?
Touch My Body- Mariah Carey

What’s one word to describe you?
FUN!

What are your plans for this weekend?
Work, Work and more shitty work

What makes you laugh?
Heapz

Did you date someone you regret dating?
Yes, might I say, once a bitch always a bitch

What are you doing tomorrow?
Going to Anna's to watch RAW.

Do people tell you that you're pretty cool a lot?
Question seems to be phrased in an awkward manner and yeah.

What are you wearing right now?
T-shirt and boxers

How is your hair?
Short and spiky

Have you kissed anyone in the last 7 hours?
NOPE

Do you like your first name?
i do

Do you like to cuddle?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... YES

What are your initials?
BGCH

Baseball or football?
Football

Married?
Still single and available

Favorite kind of blanket?
The one that my granny made for me.

What's your biggest fear?
bugs

What do you think of chocolate covered strawberries?
Yum

Been to Europe or the Caribbean?
MILAN!!!!!

Last person you talked to over AIM or MSN?
Jordan

Do you like the color grey?
Its okay, I like it

Look outside, how's the weather?
Hot, sunny and shiny

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Yes, I actually am.

Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but came to find out they reall​y did?
Nope, wtf?

How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...none cause they are not worth my tears to cry over.

When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head
GAY!!!!!!!!

Who did you last speak to on the phone and what did they say?
Brendan: Hello?
Mom : Cook rice, do the laundry and stop watching P.S. I LOVE YOU

What did you have for dinner?
Chicken Rice and Fish & Chips

Eight Belles
Okay, the Kentucky Derby Tragedy is one of the world's most inhumane, sickening, disgusting, cruel and more evil than the Chinese eating dogs, Al-Qaeda beheading people and the Indian dude who had sex with corpses of children combined.

Did I mention that it is also very retarded, sad, crazy, idiotic, dumb and unecessary to do that?

I could never imagine that there is a much more crueler and blunt human being in the world other than the aforementioned people, but apparently there is and he is even more crueler than a Chinese-Indian muslim who has links with Al-Qaeda and loves to eat dogs and have sex with dead corpses. More importantly, the combination is imaginary.

What am I talking about, well I am telling you as a pet-owner, human rights activist, soon-to-be vegan and human being who is born on the year of the horse.

THE OWNER OF THE HORSE, EIGHT BELLES, btw FINISHED SECOND in the race has been euthanised because of her ankles are broken

To make it simpler, a horse who finished 2nd in a horse race was killed by her owner because her ankles are broken.

WHAT THE FUCK?

WHAT THE FUCK?

WHAT THE FUCK?

Personally, as an animal lover and a person who is born in the year of the horse, it really is a slap in the face.

I mean seriously, caring for a horse needs a lot of work and care and patience. Needless to say it needs lots of cash.

You spend millions to buy a freaking horse, shouldn't you, i dunno, have the funds to care for it?
Mend it while it is sick or injured? Have a barn for it to sleep around?

Instead of gunning it down and say 'Its a business decision.'

Have you ever hear me killing my own dogs, just because its broke its legs, or on the brink of death because it got knocked down by some insensitive, fat ass, cheesy, ah beng with a beat up SUV who has driving skills worse than a crippled, legally blind, grandmother and then say 'Its a business decision.'?

The answer is a big fat NO!

I will support it, care it, devote all my time on it!

I am even willing to sacrifice time off school or working, just to make sure that it can get back in its own two feet and yapping like the happy dog it was and always will be!

Its better than give it to Aaron Ong who will hang the canine, covered with honey and lemon marinade over an open fire rite?

Now look, the life of a race horse is very sad and very stressful. You can see the sadness in their very cute and droopy eyes.

You see, they must win and prevent from any injury, cause if they get injurned, like Eight Belles, will get some morphine injected into the blood and then probably sent it to an Aaron Ong clone in Kentucky to let him marinate it in some very special and personal marinade from Kentucky and roast it over an open flame.

Race horses can only do racing at an average of seven years.

After they retire, the good race horses and the lousy ones tend to go to different paths.

Ironically, the lousy ones tend to have the very good life or kena euthanised and shipped to Aaron Ong.

The good ones, will be forced to reproduce 'heirs' aka, new horse = more money.

I think its very disgusting and inhumane.

Its like asking a retired senior and his aged wife to reproduce so that their sons get to work and earn more money.

The men, will be spreading their hormones till the far edge of the barn and the females will be sitting around, barefoot and pregnant.

Not to mention, getting sleepless nights, mood swings, post-natal depression and of course sore tits.

God, working at Food and Tea and getting sore legs from walking around is enough.

Imagine having SORE TITS. *shivers*

Honestly, if owners treat their pets poorly like that, then I am going to go all PETA on them.

I am going to tarnish and grattify their houses Along-style and then spray chili sauce and deja mustard with sugar all over them.

Chili sauce and deja mustard are very sweet things, good to attract ants and make the house more... Alongnized.

Luckily, there is no horse-racing in Kuching cause you will probably find me in police lockup quite often.

Changing brands?
Brendzblog was fun, really it was.
I mean it pretty much dictates my senior years in high school till my post-college life
That means it ran for about 3 seasons.
I guess, and I might think its time for a change,
plus and besides,
I am getting pretty tired of this blogskin.
Need to find something that's edgy and gives some oomph,
This skin needs to be shed.

Tagged by Tori

1) Slept naked?
only in my undies okay

2) Taken a shower with someone?
*giggle*

3) Kissed a member of the same sex?
Yes but I have to say it was an accidental and coincidental.

4) Drove a car?
yes

5) Are you photogenic?
Definitely

6) Been in love?
Yes, and it was great until she turned into a bitch.

7) Been dumped?
yes

8) Do you seek revenge of being dumped?
Nope, I took the high road, I will never sink that low.

9) Gotten in a car with people you just met?
yes.

10) Been in a fist fight?
Yup.

11) Snuck out of your/someones house?
yes, definitely

12) Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
not really

13) Been arrested?
not yet, unlike Santino Marella, lol

14) Hugged a stranger?
never done that cause ppl here might think you are crazy

15) Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
yes

16) Left your house with out telling your parents?
yes

17) What time is it?
8 P.M.

18) Ditched school to do something more fun?
Sorry but I am a goody two shoes

19) Lost a friend?
yea, to a car accident but I don't know him well though.

20) Do you collect sea shells?
Yea but I always leave them at the beach

21) Been to an island?
yes, OH MY GOD, it was soooooo lovely but boring, terribly boring

22) Slept in until 3?
latest is like noon

23) Love someone or miss someone right now?
No one, cause I am searching for that person.

24)Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
Gosh, I never done that in a while! I always drift away when I do that, that was so lovely and peaceful.

25)Made a snow angel?
no, no snow here, T_T

26)played dress up?
Not a tranny, okay

27) Cheated while playing a game?
always, AHAHAHAHAHAHA

28) Been lonely?
yes, like now

29) Kissed more than 4 people in one night?
Yes, Lmao, It was fun!!!!

31) Favourite pair of shoes?
Well, hmmm. I LOVE ALL KINDS OF SHOES THAT IS MEANT TO BE WORN BY MALES.

32) Felt an earthquake?
no

33) Touched a snake?
no too.

34) Ran a red light?
nope

35) Been suspended from school?
never

36) Had detention?
no

37) Been in a car accident?
yes

38) Had a party in your house while your parents were away?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I wish

39) Used a fake id?
no, they don't have them here

40) Crawled through a window?
yes

41) Been lost?
yes

42) Been to the opposite side of the world?
Yup

43)Lost Your Virginity?
Not yet *hypocrit* *liar* *slut*

44) Cried yourself to sleep?
Yes

45) Woke up crying?
Yes, very P.S. I Love You

46)Got piercings?
Used to, after that painful operation, never again

47) Done something you told yourself you wouldnt?
yes

48) What music are you listening to?
Lots of music.

49) Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
no

50) Kissed in the rain?
Hah!! I danced in the rain

51) Sang in the shower?
Nope,

52) Partied all night and regretted it the next day?
Never

53) Had a dream that you married someone?
YES, OMG IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO ROMANTIC

54) Glued your hand to something?
Dude, I maybe a bimbo but I am not an idiot

55) Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
ha yea, cuz i love licking flag poles.^_^

56) Ever gone to school partially naked?
What do you think I am? Kelly Kelly?

57) Been a cheerleader?
We don't have those here, even if we do, they would obviously suck at it

58) Had more then ten boyfriend/girlfriends?
Nope but I know someone who does

59) Didnt take a shower for a week?
I do not live in a jungle okay

60) Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?
Yes, I am always scared of horror flicks.

61) Do you like chick flicks?
OMG! I love chick flicks!!!!!

62) Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Yes, it was a party royal rumble.

63) Who had the last birthday?
My dad

64) Broken a bone?
Not yet

65) Been easily amused?
Yes when people are pathetic

66) Laugh so hard you cry?
yes, who doesn't?

67) Lied about a personal detail?
yes

68) Cheated on a test?
Yes, what? EVERYBODY cheats on Moral Suckies

69) Forgotten someones name?
yes

70) Do you like Britney Spears?
YEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS

71) Done something dumb while drunk?
Never been drunk

72)Who was the last person you slept with?
Owh god, all I know it is not Rachel cause she was my first, it was CJ I think

73) Blacked out from drinking?
Never been drunk.

74) Played a prank on someone?
teehee

75) Gone to a late night movie?
Yea, it was cool

76) Made love to anything not human?
That's disgusting okay.

77) Do you like participating in Sport?
Hell No

78) Choked on something youre not supposed to eat?
Yup, Paper. Don't ask.

79) Ever kissed a stranger?
Haha, no.

80) Ever made a burn book?
In the famous words of Tyler from the Real World, 'I am a master of burn books'

81) Celebrate the 4th of July?
nope

82) Thrown strange objects?
I thrown a paper airplane at a teacher once

83) Felt like killing someone?
God, there are lots of yimes

84) Thought about running away?
Yup

85) If you could be anywhere else, where would you be?
I will be watching David Archuleta winning American Idol!!!!

86) What was the last thing you ate?
Fish

87) Cut your own hair?
Yeah, rite. Its like making your own death sentence

88) Performed a song in front of an audience before?
Yes,lol

89) Do you have any Tattoos?
no

90) Cried over someone?
yes

91) Celebrate Halloween?
Definitely

92) Dated someone more than once?
Yes, I did

93) Had/Have a dog?
yeas, 3 in fact

94) Do you like Paris Hilton?
I love Paris

95) Smoked a cigarette?
nope, anti-smoking

96)Been in a band?
not yet

97) last concert you went to?
OMG, it sucked real bad

98) Broken a CD?
Yeah

99) Shot a gun?
oh i will. in someone's fucking head.

100) Who do you tag?
Lets see, 5 ppl
1. Carmen
2. Aaron
3. Jamie
4. Luke
5. Aini

ACDC crew vs M&M Crew
The Biggest Online Dance Battle in the History of Mankind
So who kicked ass?

M&M Crew


ACDC Crew

Lovin Life
Yeah, yeah so I borrowed the Michelle McCool quote.
But honestly, yes!
I am loving my life of peace and harmony, well almost peace and harmony.
Its so calm, nothing to do everyday seems nice.
Nut unfortunately, I think that its time for me to go to school.
All this holidaying been's fun
but I am ready to get back to school now.
Besides, when I start school, my friends in the US are preparing to move into campus.
I am so envious of them!
Compared to me who is stuck in Kuching and living with my parents.
And I hate it!
Not much freedom plus nosy brothers!
Great, talk about a 2 in 1 package.
I hate the feeling of being close to home.
I feel so constricted, its suffocating.
And I don't like it, really.
But that's how life is, as usual.
Gosh, change that statement about Lovin Life
I will love it when I quit my job, go to college and get away from my parents
Right now, I am hating life and it sucks.

I just can't wait any longer
At first, I am picky
I wanna choose the right college that works well with my course.
Now, everything in my life is topsy turvy.
I can never get anything I wanted
I can never achieve anything I wanted
I am so depressed right now.
I am choosing a course that hopefully is similar to what I do.
My material life is gone now
Thanks to my parent's obsession with 4D,
I cannot have what I want.
It just sucks.
Why, does God have to punish me to get such an idiotic family.
Why don't I have a normal one,
Where I would have my own car, my own laptop and no job!

Yesterday, I met Isabel again.
With a purchase of Padini in tow.
And its sick that she has all this free time to dance and frolic
While I have to be stuck in Food & Tea during my weekends.
I hate working there.
The food sucks too.
Believe me, you can make more than half the dishes at home.
The people there look like they learned cooking from the cook book, 'Cooking For Dummies'
Plus, my manager keeps on hollering me to do all the nasty jobs!
Moreover, the guy is an asshole who gets messed up easily and simply bark at people.
Plus he plays that same kind of stupid music everyday!!!
Include a moody chef, and a "senior" who just bosses people around just pisses me off.
The chef reminds me of women during menopause.
The chef is a man, btw.
Did I also mention that he gets to talk and socialise around with others while I can't?
Anna's my friend, you cannot pull me off and ask me to do other jobs.
I know he hates me cause he treats others nicely and not me.
God, I am so quitting after end of this month.
Besides, I think I am going insane with the crappy chinese music.

Memories at chem lab.

So I have absolutely nothing to do

That's why I am making a post out of my previous year at school.

One of the most interesting things that happened is of course the experiment on esters.

The array of very little chemicals that you can play with
Lets see here, we have pentanol, ethanol, butanol and some other -nol

Liang Jiun, the chef for today.

A chemistry lab turned into a toxic waste dump.
Unfortunately, the gas fumes we made were so strong that it stank up the whole lab

Even us

Which sucks.

And everyone gathered outside for some fresh air.

Please ignore the plus size girl with the mask

She's just trying to attract attention.

The trouble with Parrots

While I was in Labuan, I found this very cute blue parrot that kept trotting back and forth in its very unsightly, not to mention ugly cage.

Its really adorable that it keeps trotting.

Owh, my heart melts like butter, seeing its soooooooooooo CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!

What is even more cuter is that it RESPONDS to your sound.

So cute that in fact I have to take its picture.

Apparently its 'camera shy' so I have a lot of trouble taking it's pic.

ohhh, come on, show your face.

Damn it, I missed!


Look, I know your ass is pretty but your park closes in an hour so show your damn face okay!

Finally! Success!!!!

God that took me long enough but it was worth the time honestly

This bird is so cute, it should be the mascot!!!!!

Big Apple Donuts & Coffee

Big Apple Donuts & Coffee

Wait a minute?

This pic doesn't look like the Big Apple Donuts & Coffee at The Spring doesn't it?

Well, first of all,

I am not as most Kuchingnites bloggers who have such a naviety brain aka SAKAI to blog aout the one at Kuching.

Where idiots like them who gladly wait for an hour just to have six overly priced and not so sweet donuts.

To me, I have dignity and I only have donuts to satisfy my hunger and not cut them into minute pieces so everyone can share and sample the donuts like its a fresh new toilet that everyone visits just to pee.

Seriously, people in Kuching really need to get a life.

Its worse than people photographing cakes at Secret Recipe, Sushi at Sushi King and Fish at Manhattan Fish Market

But not as worse as girls with long silky black hair that takes pictures of the Buttered Chicken Rice at Food & Tea ala bimbo.

So yeah its not at The Spring (gosh, its beginning to sound so... common)

Niu Ze Xui or in direct english translation 'Cow Car Water.'

Its at Ara Damansara, Niu Ze Xui is from Singapore where it has an open air mall concept

I thought it would be humid and hot .

But its actually surprisingly cool and the place is nice too.

Just don't plan to have benches at the side for you to sit on though.

Funny puns/quotes/phrases in my life.

Jenascia: Hey look, Chelsea is rubbing Ashley sun lotion
Rachel : So?
Jenascia: They aren't a couple, isn't that a boyfriend-girlfriend thing
Rachel : This just goes to show how new you are on our turf, don't worry, you'll catch up... eventually.

Mika: Alright guys, I will book us a bus and we'll be in Cabo in a few hours
Brendan: Um, Mika? What's a bus? Do we need to check in our luggage or something?
Everyone: You have been spending way too much time with Rachel.

Dalton: If you two never stop hanging out with each other, I am thinking that you guys are a guy couple.
Brendan: But we are a gay couple
Aaron: Yeah, a mistaken gay couple.

Tonya: Everyone is soooo red here.
Brendan: Well, its because of the chinese culture.
Tonya: Care to explain?
Brendan: Well, red is the colour of luck, wealth and prosperity among the chinese. Its because of a legend a long time ago. Um, Tonya are you listening?
Tonya: Huh? Owh sorry, I never realize the asian guys in Chinatown are so dreamy.

Aaron: I am so totally gonna get a cheongsam, cause I know I will look so totally hot!!
Brendan: Um, Aaron, a cheongsam is a dress.
Aaron: Owh. So why are there dudes over there wearing them?

Brendan: Hello Cabo
Rebecca: Hello Cabo beach
Brendan: Hello sun
Rebecca: Hello sand
Brendan: Hello sea
Rebecca: Hello salty air
Brendan: Hello person on jetski
Rebecca: Hello little boy
Brendan: Hello little crab
Rebecca: Hello, Todd giving Lance a blowjob
Brendan: Where?
Rebecca: Sucker

Brendan: Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Aaron: Its okay, I forgive you if we make out
Brendan:I am NOT that sorry for you okay.

Chelsea: God, why do i feel so depressed, I mean its just a fight.
Rachel: Its okay.
Brendan: We are here for you.
Rachel: Everything is gonna be fine
Brendan: Yeah, nothing like a little Haagen Dazs can't help. Here have some.
Rachel: That's better right?
Chelsea: Yes
Brendan: You know that you guys will make up sooner or later right?
Chelsea: Yes
Rachel: You know that you love Ashley as much as he loves you right?
Chelsea: Yes
Brendan: And you know that you and Ashley had sex right, so that means something doesn't it?
Chelsea: Nice try, you two but it takes a little more than Haagen Dazs and your all so faux sympathy to bring me down to admit it.
Brendan & Rachel: Damn!

Tonya, you are so dead when I find your fucking blog

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really, cause its very hopeless romantic. Cliche and dumb.The only thing I hate about romance novels. Nothing like this works anymore. Love is something that is based on the foundation of unconditional caring, loyalty and trust. Not to mention continuous sessions of nasty, dirty wild sex. Besides, the love at first sight part is only hormones and sexual urges. It suggests the intention to form a relationship only.

2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?
Usually I don't but cause I only brush before bed and in the morning but ever since I got that electronic toothbrush brushing has been so much fun so trying to brush as much as I can!!!

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
I have been to lots of places. Lets see there's KL, Sematan, Bau, Kuching (I live there, so what? Its still a place.) Sibu, Miri, Samarahan, Lancau, Betong, Labuan, Limbang, LA, Beverly Hills, Detroit and Milan.
So next, I think it will be... NAMIBIA.

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
That I am actually studying in a prestigious university in san francisco, making nasty wild sex cultural documentaries with my hot blonde girlfriend around the world. While having my own talk show that is more sucessful than Oprah

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
That's way worse than me dude! Of course there are rainbows after the rain. They are used to tie the rain clouds so that it never rains everyday. That's why its called a RAINBOW.

6. Do you like being who you are today?
I love the person I am today. I am fierce, have a great personality and fun. Although I do wish I can be less over-dramatic with a nice body.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Get some mosquito nets and send them to africa. Its only $3 per net so think of the lives, we could save!

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
That sounds desperate so no, I am not a desperate teenager.

9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
Are you crazy? Its unhygenic and makes you gain weight cause who could resist swimming in a vat of chocolate with out sampling some? Besides its messy.

10. Do you wear boxers?
Yes, I love them!!! They are so liberating! What's with Malaysians and briefs anyway.? Get some boxers and liberate it.

11. Which type of cars I love the most?
A yellow porshe convertible with a black top. Built in Ipod and GPS system. AT. Great engine and stuff. With rims that spin and sparkle. Nice comfortable seats made out of eco-friendly materials. Hybrid(duh!). SRS airbags. A slot for starbucks coffee and laptop. A built in PS2 at the back. 4- inch LCD monitors at the front. Owh yeah, and a doggy seat at the back for my lil' Liberty.

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?
Um, can I just be straight forward and say neither, I want wild nasty sex. If not, a hug, more body contact besides we can hug each other for hours cause its so comfy.

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Pointing out. Cause lets be honest okay, we must not strive for perfection cause it will drive you crazy. We should strive for improvement in our attitudes to make the world a better place plus it never hurts to be better.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Pursuing a dream that's worthwhile.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Uh, yeah. definitely. Did you see me in Labuan with a trunk full of chocs? Thank god, did not get charged for tax.

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
My iPod, Maxt. He keeps me sane.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My PMS. Psychological Menstrual Syndrome. I get all moody at times and then snap at ppl and be a bitch and all. Or maybe even my over-dramatic attitude vcause having a personality is great but having too much of one, well... Owh yeah and me being an airhead all the time. A lot of people ASSUME that I am a snob cause usually I am well, a little far-off if you know what I mean So they make an ASS out of themselves by ASSUMING that and me cause they assume that I am a snob, so they hate me and I get being branded as an ASS for no reason.

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
I am very disappointed when people are just plain rude especially some Malaysians. When they want some thing from you as in a favour of a loan of something personal, they expect you to give it to them like they deserve it or something. And when things don't go their way, they just start cursing you. First of all, its not your stuff so whats with the cursing? Sometimes I cannot believe that I am associated to THOSE type of people. I am so out of their league. God, you are a well-off kid in a middle class family like me but your attitude is worlds apart from mine. This not the Goddamn slums of London or Birmingham where kids learn the world 'fuck' at the age of four. You are in the upper level of society in Kuching not some longkau boy with shit-coloured hair and drives a 'pimped' out Kancil or Kenari and think its some fucking Ford Focus like that stupid Malaysian rip-off called KL drift and probably slurps noodles loudly just to show everyone that they are eating noodles like noodles are some kind of very sacred food or something. Did I mention that I hate people slurping their noodles?

19.What do you not like about your country.
Well, lets start off by why the hell people who do not possess a college degree, or even a high school degree can become a minister? I don't think Malaysia is like USA so why does things like these happen? And more importantly, how come some ministers do not speak proper english? English is important, it is used as a important medium of communication so everybody understands. You can see how poor are they with the stammers that happen like every 3 seconds, and then you compare with Senators Clinton, McCain and Obama. Better yet, compare them with Nelson Mandela or some african politician.

20. If given a chance to be a WWE superstar or diva, name two finishing moves and their names.
Well, I will have a nice roundhouse kick called the Brendzfactor
and then a double arm facebuster called Chic End

I Tag:
Jamie
Luke
Gavin
Rachel
Aaron
Carlos

Like freaking four minutes.

Crazy Craves
God, what is wrong with me?
I have been having a lot of unusual craves lately
And it makes me sick cause I know i just buy those things just for the fun of it.
Lets see, what I have been trying to grab off the shelves lately
There is Power Rangers SPD and Dino Thunder
I want the blue ranger and pink ranger for SPD
Yellow ranger for Dino Thunder
As for Mystic Force, I want the green one.
Then there is the Justice League characters
There is of course the maskless Hawkgirl
then Kyle Rayner
Huntress
Flash
Dr. Light
Zatanna
Wonder Woman
Then there is the fattening Haagen Dazs and chocolates
Underwear, ie thongs and boxers
then suddenly I want loads and loads of clothes.
God can never make up my damn mind
Seriously
I can spend hours choosng between two SIMILAR pairs of jeans
Lawrence, like i said,
even though they are same in design
there is a fine line between
a NAVY jean and a BLUE jean.
And you have to make sure do they look good on me.
It has to be perfect!
The Navy looks ugly but looks great around my ass
The Blue looks hot but makes me look like I got butt implants.
So this is why comparism is important
Only when it comes to outfit

All packed up and ready to go
I am off to Miri and Labuan for, I dunno how long
Cause my dad is somewhat secretive about these things (weirdo)
Why can't I have a normal one that gives me a HP Pavillion Notebook just cause I am going to college
Instead of someone who nags and complains about every single thing in life.
Still can't complain for some travelling
Have fun, alone
Meeting people
All in all, trying to be independant.
Neeways, just spending my last day on the comp
So gotta blog
Of course, camy and maxt are coming.
Which reminds me to charge them up for the trip.
Of course I will upload some pics about my travels
The only problem is I don't have the usb connnector.
Crap.
Neeways, Happy Tree Friends are soooooooo funny.
If you like cute things getting mashed up then you would love it!!!
Watch it, its addictive, better than porn, i say
If you watch to much and become addicted to porn,
You need to watch it before you get stimulated and start making babies

The only reason I work at Food & Tea is pretty simple.

Yes there is only one main reason



I WANT A NEW IPOD!!!

An 8GB iPod.

A Maxt 2.0

Isn't that a good reason enough?

The things I do for my son... sigh

So Many Outfits, So Little Money
Sigh.
There are so many clothes that would look perfect on me.
Where I would stand out in a crowd.
Where I would look totally fabulous
But unfortunately, I have so little $$$.
Oh well, that's life.
I can't find the money to pour all my cash into
Whether its classy, chic and sophisticated like
Ralph Lauren, Levi, Padini Authentic, Esprit and Giordano
or cool and trendy like
The Rock Shop, Cambridge, Chargers, Billabong or Body Glove.
But at least I have raked a few nice ones.
Its sickening to see that soe clothes that would look so terrific on me has been bought by someone so declasse.
Some clothes has that certain je ne sais quoi that I have been looking for
But the price and I don't have that certain je ne sais quoi.
After a year that je ne sais quoi will be gone
Cause it will be last seasons aka bargain materials.
But clothes and seasons come and go.
Its fashion
One day your in, the next day your out.
That's how it is.
So you got me
I have just returned from Kuala Lumpur
Have gone shopping and yes
I learnt new words fro a book.
And am using it to my advantage.
See, reading books can improve your english
So buy a book, students
Or better yet, check my blog
Its free anyway.